what are daddies for?

DADDDDDYYYY!!!

i love you.

you're the best.

thank you for the technology upgrade.

wheeeeeeeee.

le camera

le phone.

thanks again daddy =)

i had dim sum all day =)

its a little odd

the feeling gets deeper and deeper.

like there's something missing.

like im holding on to something that isnt there.

go faster ;)

introducing daddy's sexy car.

we hit 150 on the road to Malacca. we reached like super fast.

oh yesss.

i just had seafood. by the sea.

im sooooo full.

i saw them literally catch the fish alive

and it was moving.

it was wriggling on the hook.

like ohmigawd.

and i ate it.

steamed.

hmmmm.

a gloomy morning

for once i woke up without the hot sun shining onto my face.
what a relief.
so what have i been up to?
oh nothing much,
met the boyfriend yesterday for awhile and passed him his presents.
came back home and packed.

im leaving today!
first to Serdang then to Malacca.
Dad's coming at around 3? or 4?
something like that.

I wanna go Christmas Shopping!

stripped off

i dont plan on sinning. i just do. till i realise, oh phuck.

pink diamonds =)

remember that day i complained?
about how im gonna be so bored and stuff.
well i take it back.
i just realised that i havnt been home a whole day for this one week.
nyahahaha.
awesome.

today i was supposed to be home alone cause mom was going to One Utama to see her friend.
and as the Lord and people know,
i have... le issues, with One U.
heeee.
so i said i wanted to stay home.
but aiyaaa.
what was i gonna do home right?
so mommy took me =)
and Chelsea came along too.

so i met mom's friend. the very old old friend. the theykneweachotherforlikemorethan10years friend.
her name's Katijah. Aunty Kati.
after meeting her,
we walked around, just the two of us.

"omg babe. nice bajuuuu."
*checks price tag*
*walks away*

nyahhahaha. thats how broke i was and still am.

then omg, the whyihateoneu moment.

mom: im in baskin robbins. meet me there kie.

me: okay.

*after half an hour, we found baskin robbins like at the end of the world.*

me: mommy! where are you? we're here.

mom: im in baskin robbins.

me: we're in baskin robbins. i dont see you.

mom: i dont see you either. do you see red balloons?

me: red balloons?? no. i see food places.

mommy: im in Nicole. opposite it.

me: *looks opposite* i see a macam macam shop.

=.=

there were two Baskin Robbins. like wtf? how many do you need? and that's the new wing.
i wonder how many the old wing has.
ohmegoshialaeouralyifies!

Chelsea and I then bought le ice cream to cool down =)

we got stuck in massive traffic otw back.

thanks for the ring Chels syg..
i love youuuu..

ohhhhh. and im off to Malacca like, REAL soon y'all.
dont forget to miss me okay =)

the sister's keeper.

"oh really? i do not understand." *spoken in a weird made up russian-like slang*
- Aubrey and Chelsea.

only we can mix up Jack Daniels, Kickapoo, Coke, Strawberry Milk, Sprite, Condense milk?(adakah?)
and make it taste super yummmssss with ice.
at 3 in the morning.
and also seperate the baby sister's hamsters that just gave birth.
at 3 in the morning.
oh yerrrrr..
haha.
remember remember?
nyahahaha.

i love you too sayang. and you've always been there for me too. thank you.
thanks for the blog post. ♥

~today~
woke up.
showered.
went online.
had chocolate and hazelnut sandwich for breakfast.
went to Justine's house with Miki.(i heart them girls.)
made Pancakes.
talked.
watched Mean Girls.
ate Maggi.
talked.
came home.
showered.
went online.
went to Shepherdoo with mom.
had a burger, curly fries, and nachos with guacamole and sour cream.
bought Toffee Nut.
drank Toffee Nut.
came home.
showered.
is online.
=)


.had a great day.
*grins*

oh, and i loved my boyfriend throughout every activity.
lalala

goodnight darlings.

her night

so yesterday as we all know, was Chelsea's birthday.
we went out.
had fun.
and came home. =D

going to Justine's today.

having a sore throat. =.=
shit.

i dont care for the obvious things in my life. pure bullshit

apparently my holidays started off in the totally wrong direction.
it drove me sick. no, literally, sick.

the only good thing that has happened is... the day with the boyfriend yesterday.
and tonight with Chelsea.

my phone is effing spoilt and i havent taken a picture of any damn thing in a week plus.
im not sending it to the shop because it's going to take ages and gonna cost a blardy goldmine then it's gonna get spoilt again.
so im just gonna wait for a new phone.
or at least a camera - God save me please.

ive learned that taking pictures of the sky and the sun and everything green from my balcony and on the way to Malacca calms me.
and since my phone is spoilt and my mp3 player was stolen last year,
wathefish am i gonna do for 2 hours travelling in the car?
hah. you tell me.
choice one - talk to Dad about life.
choice two - go back to choice one.


this may seem like unnecessary ranting and complaint but hear me out.
i wish right now, i was at school with the people playing Snap and Monopoly and Uno.
then later we could all play ball together.

Christmas is coming.
and the next i see my friends, hopefully, will be when i have my Christmas Potluck, again, HOPEFULLY.

i hope Malacca will be a ton more fun than what it usually is.
im praying very, very hard.

i've been sinning so much i need to repent and just go for confession.

i need things to do.
im already going off tomorrow.
im hoping for a higher intel of technology for Christmas.
everything i have that's electronic is breaking down.

i have bo sense in this post. really. i just feel like typing.

i think its that time of the month.
oh JOY.
more pain!

iminasuperbitchymode.
bye

Happy Birthday Chelsea ;)

today is this girl's 15th birthday.
you so rock.
you're the best sister i could ask for.
and i tell you everything
and you tell me everything.
and we just know everything about eachother.

thanks for being there for me.
i love youuuu ♥

buttermilk pancakes and a christmas carol

yesterday was the boyfriend's birthday! he's finally 18. i feel like such a kid. nyahaha.
he came over in the morning and we had pancakes for breakfast.
then we went to Bukit Tinggi and watched A Christmas Carol.
it was nice.
im in the Christmas mood already.
i cant wait for Christmas!

sayang bought me blouses from Blook.
yes, it was his birthday but he wanted to get me something. =.=
and i REALLY could not say no.
but ohmigoshies, i love love love the blouse.
thank you sayang.♥

Ebenezer Scrooge. =)

223 =)

thats the number of posts on my blog. haha. random, i know.
i just read Justine and Sharon's blog. (go to their links) *and stole pictures* im sorrryyyyy.
my phone's spoilt =(
y'all know i love y'all. ♥ oh yes, i do.
this post is to show my cousins and the other non-acmarians,
how awesome, MY CLASS, 4S 09' just IS.

we take random class pictures, organised an awesome prom =),
make yummy sandwiches together,
and take awesome candid class pictures. (the official ones.)
oh, and the teachers cant take their eyes off us =)

and then people, there's these awesome bunch of girls that i love like, so so so so much.
despite ups and downs and al the bullshit, they're always there. =)

we jump together, lay on cement together, dance together, eat together and do everything else together too.

so 2009's gone. well, the 4S part is.
let's just hope, 5S is gonna be as great.
and people!
its our last friggin' year!
lets make every second the best of it!

notice that i used the word 'awesome' alot?
cos we just simply are. =)

aubrey loves you guys.

thank God for those colourful tablets.

after 5 days of wishing i'd die,
i finally feel better!
only my tummy's abit of a drag but im fever-free.
i could run around and jump around.
oh yeah.
im finally eating.
you know,
in these past 5 days,
i can only remember eating
half an egg sandwich.
i lost one kg..=.=

now im gonna eat all over again.
half boiled eggs and toast are waiting for me...mmmm.

tomorrow's the boyfriend's 18th birthday =)
i cant go out. im housearrestedforbeingsickfor5daysstraight.
says mom,dad,doctor.

okay.
but i'll find my way!

okay im super hungry.
bye y'all

i miss my cousins =(

shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.


im sorry,
im just really annoyed.
im off to the clinic people.

hear the thunder

school's out.
oh such joy.
what a way to end the holidays.
i had fever in school
and thank god mr anthony had panadol.
and then i had Derrick's jacket!
thanks Derrick.
and my fever went down.

i came back home and had fever for three hours.
mofo rite?
from like 2 to 5 u noe.
like wtf?and now im sucking on that disgusting red lozenges cos my throat hurts.
grrrrrrr...
such a perfect start for the holidays.
=.=

im gonna miss everyone.
we took super nice pictures today.
im waiting for the girls to put em up.
then i'll put em up. yayyyy ;)

okay now my tummy hurts.
urgh!
i gotta bounce.

how can i not love him? =)

aubrey ♥ says:
theres an ant
crawling
retardly

the Boyfriend says:
OMG
baby

aubrey ♥ says:
on my comp screen

the Boyfriend says:
there's an ant
on my palm

aubrey ♥ says:
=.=
baby!

the Boyfriend says:
i just put it on the table

aubrey ♥ says:
omg

the Boyfriend says:
sayangg
hahahah
HOW
DID
YOU
DO
THAT
it was just walking around my hand
and i put it on the table
then baby says
there's one there
you aliennn


this is why, we belong together =)
i love you,

we're TWO MONTHS ♥

when its all said and done.

tomorrow's the last day of school!
and Christmas is in a month.
oh wow.
how time flies.
im so dragging my ass to school tomorrow.
fever, or no fever.
im gonna miss everyone!
sniffsss.

im gonna miss the Indons!
Cindy, Vivi, Devi, Detin, Prias, Budi and Andysen!

then im gonna miss Fierra, Davyd and Chelsea =(

Leila
Miki
Justine
Beatrice
Wai Mun
Sharon
Cheyenne
Bernard
Hong Xiang
Kuan Jon
Ian
Richard
Marsha
Tania
Talia
Lawson.

i just felt like typing everyone there.
i love you guys ♥

im so addicted

n.i.c.e
i like

watched it with mommy and the boyfriend.
it kinda gives you the chills but its nice.

i was super fine.
till i got home.
and i felt really tired so i told mom i wanted to sleep.
it was only 10.
within an hour, i was running super high on fever...
=(
and it didnt go down for a while.
and at 5 in the morning,
i puked.

its like out of no where.
and im hating it.

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

as time goes, it flies gently with the wind.

it was just like it was yesterday, we were all in Form 1, 2006
still looking so small and being the youngest in school.
and i remember we used to wish we were 16.
and now, 2009, is already ending.
and being sixteen just vanished in a blink of an eye.
it'll be very soon till we turn 17.
then 18 and moving on with our lives.


we're gonna be the oldest in school
the seniors.
all the trouble 4S created this year.
its all gonna be history.
and we're gonna look back at all our mischief and laugh.

well, we've got one more year to run it.
so let's make the best of it.
i love you guys to bits ♥



ps: sorry for the emoness guys =(

love ♥ goes around

who says we're all that bad?
heeee =)
we cook. and recycle!

we had this Charity Day thing. so we had to start frying food in the morning and sell it.
omg. i think i ate like such a pig. *oinks*

here's what i ate:

hotdog
the fried stuff on a stick that we were selling
maggi
cake
donut
curly fries.
a little pinch of omlette.
err... and more maggi!

i was addicted to this Strawberry icing thing.
Leila has a gila picture of me eating it.
at the end of the day we made it into a play doh thing.
haha

sad la. school ends in 3 days
sniffs
im gonna miss everyone =(

awwwwww ♥
i feel so loved.
Miki and Bernard love me.
i feel so loved.
they said it one after another in a few mins somemore
i feel so loved.
especially now when im so annoyed. =.=

people and their mood. issues. pffft.

okay.
bye!
the pigforaday is out!

my world is painted with colours ;)

today was the last day of Sunday School. =(
we had shows and stuffs.
and i bumped into Adrian James.
ive bumped into two people from the same gang in two days straight.
hahaha.

after church, Natania, Natalia, Bernard, Ian, Lawson and me went to Jusco.
we wanted to watch 2012 but duhhh.. no more tickets.
so we watched The Fourth Kind. which is super creepy.
and its based on a true story.
it was okayyy =)

Tania, Talia and me were window shopping and the boys HAD to tag along.
kesiannn.
three boys tagging along three girls.
so cute.=)
ahaha.
we went into Elianto and were testing nail polishes.
my nails are currently, *starting from my left pinkie*- Green, Dark Pink, Light Blue, Orange, and Light Pink.
oh and the right pinkie is Dark Blue
lalala.

ohmigoshies, Tania's superduperLiverpoolCrazy.
hahaha. she buys everything Liverpool i tell you.
the boys pun kalah.

the weather's so cold.
i was freezing in the cinema.
haha.
i took Ian's jacket that Bernard was wearing then i let him freeze..
muahahaha.
what are friends for kan babe? heeeeeeee. ;)

oh wells, i had an awesome day!
whoooottttt.


i tried the Starbucks Toffee Nut. oh yummiesssss.
and i want
Amorito, Aztique and Roughberry perfume from Body Shop.
mine all habis =(
i almost got all three.
then i decided i could use the money for other stuff.
later lahhh.
i shall ask mother for it.
hehehe.

okay. im super hyper.
im going.
chao.

Daddy =)

i totally forgot.
after camp practice yesterday daddy fetched me!
he and the family spent 2 nites in Sunway Resort.

ohigoshies daddy's new car is superrrrr sexyyyyyy
i swear, it was mine..
i wont use it cos its terlalu sexy.

anyway, we had the hotel buffet for dinner.
i felt like such a Pig.
i had:

chocolate fondue -oh the marshmallows and strawberries. yummmm =P
lamb. the.. roasted one.
salmon. yummmm
oysters with tobasco sauce. =)
steamed brocolli and collie flower.
cakes!
mwhahahaha.

the room was adorable.
and my sisters have grown.
Katy is soooo adorable.
i pengsan =)
Jaz got her new haircut.

im so glad i finally got to see daddy!

Camp =)

Church camp was today.
it was so cool.
we had Praise and Worship and games in the morning.
and the youth from St. Thomas something church came.
i bumped into a friend, Rachel =)

i sat with the guys on the right wing.
and i was the only girl cos Marsha came later and i only noticed when there was this song where the guys and girls had to sing to eachother.
it was a super cute praise song.
we sounded like rotten eggs the first time but by the time it was the 3rd we rocked it.
soooo semangat! especially Ian.
heeee =)


Richard came at around one. then we had lunch.
im not gonna see him till next year!
im gonna miss him =(
he's always like that!
hmmmph.
always disappearing during hols.


after that we had a talk on sexuality.
=.=

and prayer session.
overall, it was a good day.

its our last day of Sunday class tomorrow.=(
we're performing.
then we're going somewhere im not sure where.
hmmm.

i was so stressed during practice. if anything goes wrong i kena bomb.
then i released stress on Jay's electric guitar set on distortion.
hehehe.

and....i just had pizza.
i spent the rest of the day being bullied by Bernard and Richard.
praying like a good girl.
and telling Natania and Marsha how dumb boys can be.
*sorry guys, i still heart you people.*

you guys made me cry!
but i still love y'all.
i know you guys meant well.
and you're just looking out for me
and i'll take your advice.

oh what a bunch =)

so today, only Sharon, Leila, Durga, Shu Wei, Jananee and me came. with the guys too.
there were 16/30 of us.
we played around and lazed around.

after 11, war began. the war of paper balls and books flying across the classroom.
it was super fun. =D
what else are we good for kan?
hahaha.

the girls collected the balls in my yellow bag and we attacked.
then we kena balik.
it was Leila, Sharon and me against the guys. =.=
hahaha.

we had games after lunch and the RAIN came!
it was soooo nice!
but it was at the same time pretty scary
our class was practically flooding on one side cos we didnt close the windows.
so we sat in a circle, in darkness and enjoyed the rain.

half the school was flooded.
i took pictures.
yes, of what the rain left behind. =)
i had nothing else better to do.

what.dont.we.do - 4S, 09'

me lurve ♥

also, i spent the day practicing with WeiKeat.
we're performing tomorrow for the Anugerah Kokurikulum thingy.

im so tired i came back home and slept for three and a half hours
the rain also stopped by the time i woke up.


oh what a day.=)

crystal clear

.today was a good day.

played badminton.
class went cuckoo.
played LIFE, got a life.
=)
now Chelsea's here!
we're distorting pictures on Photoshop.
*grins*
Sharon and Vhimal messaged me at the same time.
and i got lost and confused and i sent the wrong message to Sharon.
hahahaha.
then i laughed to myself like a cuckoo. =)

alright,
im out =)

head bumps and chopsticks

the girls had a Netball tournament today.
it was Blue vs Red.
and Red won. =)

omg. the damn metal pole fell on my head.
it went timberrrr. pap!
like oooowwww.
=.=
then the ball hit it too!
my head feels SO LIGHT.
haha.

it was some ganas shit.

oh! we also played Monopoly. everyone was fighting for Park Lane and Mayfair.
Beatrice won.
heeeeeee =)

at the makan place with mom,

the old man was bringing me my kuey teow goreng with a pair of chopsticks in his hand.
then i turned and looked at him and he turned back and exchanged it with fork and spoon.
then he served me.

this was a tiny bit mean but my head was throbbing! so yeah.

me: uncle boleh bawa chopstick? *points at mom's chopsticks.*

uncle: huh? you boleh pakai itu?

me: errr. yaa.

uncle: u bukan cina?

me: bawa saje lah.

jioorrrrrr..... do only Chinese people know how to use chopsticks? sorry! no offence. im so not being racist. the uncle was being racist!
yerrrrrr!
so annoying.
im sorry. my head bump hurts.
urgh.

oh and to my friend: i love you more than any man would slash could. =) so dont you worry.

i.love.the.world. wheeeeee ♥

no one will tear us apart.

in the rain.
feeling the sprinkles of it on our skin.
with a jacket and a hot cup of tea.
a storybook.
and
my boyfriend.

♥one.perfect.day♥

im trying. but i cant.

its like that one thing i keep failing in.

i hate myself somehow.

and im really sorry cos its unfair to you.

but know that i love you,

more than anything else in this world

I dont know if i should.
But I love you.

dont wait for me

Take a picture.
it lasts longer.

you have to let go of me.
you're always doing this to me.
for as long as i can remember you're always here.
and right when i've finally moved on and happy with someone.
poof! you're here again.
please dont do this to me.

i love him more than ever.
and if you say you love me,
you'd want me to be happy.
so let me be happy.
and let me go.

i heart them to bits

ive got,
three words for all of y'all.

i. love. you. ♥

this is why i love them ♥

today, we, Vhimal, Leila, Sheng and Aubrey went to Bukit Tinggi Jusco to watch
The Time Traveller's Wife.
its a really sweet movie.

after the movie, Leila and me had this thing that struck us.
we kept laughing for like 20 mins and left the boys in confusion.
Vhi said there was something in the icecream.
=)

Leila's like my WEED. when she's around i go crazy and laugh my ass off with her.
or sometimes, just cos she's laughing, i'll start laughing too.
for no reason =.=
hahaha.
thats why i lurvvveee you Leils. ♥

and sayang, i love you... so so much.
im missing you already =(

laughter is the best medicine

you know that muscle pain thing you go through when you've been working out or something?
like at your ribs or arms or stomach?

my ribs are aching and no, its not exercise.
its cause i laughed too much over the pass few days.
serious shit. no kidding.

i was like complaining to mom my ribs hurt, my ribs hurt, momy! my ribs hurt.
tengok-tengok cause i laughed a lot.
especially while playing badminton.
ahahaha.

im.such.a.weirdo. =)

this.is.why.we.rock.
♥
4S 2009'

in the rain

today was awesome.
i love the days where exams are all out then we have those games and play-all-the-way times.
hahaha
we played UNO!
and unfortunately, we had to play in COMPLETE SILENCE.
which was so funny.
so much so in 20 mins we got used to it.
UNO. the game of silence.

then when Play time came,
and we played badminton.
hahaha,
it was the game with most laughter.
i almost peed in my pants laughing.
it was Sharon, Leila, Cheyenne, Durga and me.
heeeeee...
then the RAIIINNNN came

Leila, Cheyenne and me actually ran two rounds around school in the rain and we were SOAKED.
especially Leila.

oh.what.an.awesome.day

the rainnnn =)

ahahaha. =P
yes. i know.
i didnt have anything else better to do.
but wheeee....
so cute rite?
aiyoooo.

okay okay i stop.
haha

school was great.
we did..nothing.
hahaha
we had games =D
interhouse.
go BLUE!!!
wheee.
Justine Tee!
i miss you...
get your ass to school.
okay im gone.
byeeee.

feel the comfort =)

oh yessss.... exams. are. OVER. gone.
for the next two-three months?
it could not get any better.
trust me.
these weeks have been a weight on our shoulders.
and finally.
poof!
so i was thinking, how am i gonna fill up my time during hols?
and i decided that okay,
i'd go online.
all day.
then play on my keyboard.
online. keyboard.
and the same routine.
and snap!
books!
yes, i do read. but.
recently i feel like i havnt been reading alot.
so there's this TIMES booksale.

voila
le books.
hahah.
SIX books.
and i plan to finish them by the end of the year.
go Aubrey go!

im gonna spend my time with the friends, the boyfriend, the mom.
and sit down, in my chair, with my sweater and a warm cup of tea.
just like now.
throughout the months.

what.a.bum. =)
heeeeeee.

three simple words

why? cause i just do.
i love you more than anything
and i dont think i can or even imagine life without you.
you're the only one who makes me sane. makes me smile everyday.
when i laugh it's cause of you.
my face goes so red and i start crapping.
i dont know why it took so long but im so glad it's finally here.
you're something i'd dread letting go.
i won't anyway.
u just have this gift of turning my smile upside down.
and turning my tears to laughter.
you're the only person who accepts me for anything and everything i do and however i do it.
that means more than the world to me.
people have words and words to say about me.
and all you say is you love me.


oh.my.gosh
♥ i love you Vhi ♥

ragging

there are times where i feel like im so stupid. i mean like seriously...stupid.
in a slow, retarded way. its so annoying.

i look at things like its the toughest thing in the world but actually, any fool can do it.

tommorrow's physics and surprise, surprise, im so not ready.
shittttttt...

why do weekends taunt me?
pfffttt..