strawberry and grape

last night was awesome :)
Alvin, Derrick, Bernard and me,
drove to Sunway, took about close to an hour to find parking.
went shoe shopping for the boys, *and trust me, they're just as fickle as girls*
bought nothing.
went to Rainforest, had drinks, and shisha-ed.
then came home :)
Bernard stayed over to teman me and also because he had to walk home. haha :)
had fun :D

dont hide behind those gorgeous smiles that keep us together

im moved by you :)

you're all i want, 

you're all i need,

you're everything

vhimal my sayang ♥
through all the ups and downs we may have,
you're always going to be different from others.
i love you more than you think i do.

dont you ever forget it :)



hmm, i feel rather cheesy, see what being so far away makes me do!
MY GOD.

Happy Birthday oh deary!

on Friday, we celebrated this 17 year old's birthday in KL :)

Happy Birthday Miki! 

we love you ♥

fun fun fun! :)


ps: i love my girlfriends :)

sometimes i wonder what u feel on those days i really make you smile :(

yes. im pretty screwed up in a lot of things.
and i seem to disappoint not only you.
im not perfect.
i miss you so much its tearing me apart.
all i want to do is sleep. and i cant.
as if this feeling can kick in any further.
i guess u deserve it for being such a bitch :)


today,
i was in the elevator. and 3 malay college guys came in from the first floor and pressed 5.
there was my mom and 2 aunties.
so when they got out.
the 3rd guy went : bye Aubrey.
followed by annoying laughter.
i was like the fuck?
then i realised, my name tag was gladly flaunting itself.
huh. and we get penalty points for not having them sewed on to your boob =.=



and, i saw an old lady walking around with her ever so loyal dog.
i was so touched.
even more loyal than man :)

Goodnight world.

i'd rather not drown in anorexia

it's not funny anymore :(

i miss my dad. 

we have like, 20 weeks left.

still think time is ample?

it must've been l♥ve :)

Saturday.
went for the Amali talk with the boyfriend and his brother. the 'cikgu' was freaking funny. then the three of us watched Eclipse! :)

it was the mushiest Twilight movie, in my oppinion.

the two men were like,

dreading it throughout.

but i like! 

heeeee:)

Today.

went to church in the morning. i wore a white dress :) for a change.

waited for mommy with Bernard. the cold rain and after-rain breeze was so peaceful.

and,

HAPPY TEN MONTHS SWEETHEART! ♥ ♥

i love youuu ♥

thanks for everything you've done for me these past ten months.

you mean so so so much to me :)

fuck you :)

karma stings like a motherfucking bitch.

blue eyes blue eyes. whats the matter?:)

BEATRICEEE!!! HOT RIGHTTTT???? hehehe.

next birthday,

MIKI's !!!

we're gonna have our last bit of total fun til SPM is over :)

our time is most definitely running out :(

 this is what i wake up to :)

and if im lucky,

no one spoils my day.

my heart goes shalalala :)

im just so lucky to have you :)

sleep has been replenished :)

:)

7 :)

i have FAITH in You :)

smile :) and the world will smile with you

went out with the lovebirds, *Chelsea and Sugan*

and Bernard :)

and watched

the above.

so sweet :) me like

tomorrow,

fucking school babeh 

i miss you my darlings :(

WHAT THE FUCK?

how bout i embarrass the fuck out of you? :)

IM SO ANNOYED.

i dont want to be,

really.

but FUCK


FYI, i KNOW  im fat and ugly.

so thanks bunch :)