when things turn out so beautiful =)

ive come to realise that taking photographs calms me.

the sky, was at 7 am this morning.

imagine waking up, going to your balcony and looking at something so pretty. =)

and then,

this has never happened to me before.

with MOTHS yes,

BUTTERFLIES, no.

i know if Leila was in my house today,

she would have panicked and locked herself in my room.

this poor little butterfly was on my room door frame,

and it was injured,

so mom took that stick thing and let it sit on it.

and put it out to the balcony,

and it couldnt fly betul betul =(

so kesian.

its now sitting on my florescent light in the living. =)

there's good and evil.

that's all you've done.

yes, i love you.

and you gave me life,

and i have the respect for you.

but it wont be there for long. 

one more mistake, and im gone. 

so, change.

it's about time you do.

on the other hand, 

THANK YOU PRIYA! (Vhi's sister)

i love the gift. 

such a sweetheart =)

yayyy =)

this is what momma got me =)

me heart ♥

the cake from Bernard and everyone =)

the beautiful card Yennie made me =)

then there's the card and the Topshop panties from Anas and Zee

 

and the CONVERSE bag i wanted from the girls =D

awwwwhhh ♥

today, my cousin had to send me to church, which is in Klang, all the way from Serdang. mommy is in PD.
now im back in Serdang.
i went for confession today, after 8 years, okay, so not happening again, Father insisted on me going for at least more than once a month. =) i shall try.

Tania, Natalia, Bernard, Ian, Lawson and Richard surprised me with 4 slices of secret recipe cake. so so so SWEET okay. haha. it was so cute with the single candle. then again, photos shall be posted soon! one photo larh, of the cake =) teehee.

oh, i went to cut my fringe, and she cut it a little tooooo short =(

but it looks okay, i think? =)

all a girl needs, isnt a cake or 17 candles to blow out. its the people around her.

firstly, thank you, everyone for the wishes! i really did not get tired thanking you! hehe.

mommy, 

you're the best.

you're my bestfriend, my sister, my everything,

and though i rag about you or complain or act like a retarded fusspot,

i love you more than ever. you dont even know it. 

daddy,

haha, i know you'll never read this,

but i love you!

you're like the best of the best.

and you're always saying yes and giving in in the end as long as there's a smile on my face.

and to my girls,

you girls are my life savers, always there whenever i need you guys and i cant imagine not having you in my life. thanks for everything! oh, and the blog wishes, and the CONVERSE handbag! i love it. =)

my cousins, 

especially,

Anas and Zee,

gosh, i do love y'all.

we're more like sisters than cousins because we know every boyfriend we've had,

every major break up we've been through,

and the many laughs and tears we've shared.

thank you for the kinky TOPSHOP panties.

teehee =)

my boyfriend,

where do i even start?

you know how much you mean to me,

and on my birthday, we turned 5 months,

knowing you're always gonna be there to put up with all my shit (i hope)

brightens my day and will brighten a dull day anytime.

i love you to bits. =)

this year's birthday was great. had a good day out today with Vhi, Anas, Zarrah (both of you, love the card and the panties), Keith (thank you for the lift home), Cheyenne (omg! thank you for the beautiful hand made birthday card), Chan Foong, Andy, Wai Mun, Sharon, Miki, and Justine. thank you so much for everything. lalalala.

oh! we took pictures! will be putting them up cos im in Serdang and my cable is well, at home. hehe.