lets face facts

i can give someone the world.

put them on the top of the list.

think about them day and night.

care about them like crazy.

love them so so so so much.

do as much as i can for them.

defend them and fight people off for them

but, 

it never was and never will be,

good enough :)

gonna live like its 2012

cheeeeesssyyy :)

stuffed it in my eraser.

i miss you :(

one more week!

i've been deprived of sleep lately. the earliest i go to bed is at lets see, 3 am. and its not just me.

Derrick and i were studying moral and doing maths together online at 2 am. :)

ahahah. my insomnia partner.

i don't feel sleepy. i actually have all that i studied fresh in my head with lesser sleep.

4 more papers :( 

the past 5 have been greaaattt :)

i cannot wait to see the boyfriend :(

im deprived of him too.

:)

where the heart goes to cry

last time i use to think,

maybe being me was enough.

but its not.

there's always someone that would be unhappy,

if its not her, its him,

if its not him, its them.

somehow i'll be the stupid one that never understands.

and it annoys people.

so much so i've accepted the possibility of me actually being dumb.

and no matter how nice i try to be,

or how much i try to swallow,

im still the bad person.

i make people do things they don't want to do

i upset those around me unknowingly

its just not good enough being me

so long Sally darling :(

when i first saw this little baby,

i knew she was kinda sick,

but i still bought her because she was absolutely adorable.

and four days later, today,

i held her in my arms as she passed on.

can you imagine how that would have felt?

yes, i cried. so what if it"s just a rabbit?

if it was a dog, you'd cry too.

i know what some of you may think.

but i loved her :(

"it would be nice to be a better person through the eyes of someone you wouldn't let go of. "

my mistake would always be the worst.

the first best year, for theres many to come.

 diamond platinum :)

a girl's bestfriend. heee.

it has been nothing but a great year with you sweetheart.

you're understanding and always there for me,

whether its studies or a crisis i struggle to handle.

love you :)

thank you for just being you.

Daddy's Day

Happy Birthday Daddy :)

love you so the very the much. ♥

today, yes, dad's birthday. we went to Sunway Pyramid.Vhi tagged along. :)

had lunch at TGIF and Vhi and I bought him a Marks and Spencer office shirt set thingy. hmmm. 

you better wear it ah daddy! :)

and, *drum rolls* 

 heeeee :)

yup, it's mine!

its using Windows 7 starter. so the wallpaper cant change. 

but i love love love it.

oh and i bought wedges, and a dress. yayyyy.

home is where the heart is

i miss home.
i miss the people in that place called Klang :(
i was in Klang for barely 24 hours this entire week.
came home for Bernard's birthday and done.
how depressing.
what have i been doing here?
waking up, take a shower, driving around, getting breakfast, eating breakfast, watching tv, studying, having lunch, back to the tv, snack on junkfood, open the fridge a million times to find MORE junkfood, get back to studying, get bored of it, take a shower, play fetch with Hugo boy outside, study again, get even MORE bored, have dinner, talk to my love :) then go to sleep.
in my opinion,
best activity of the day, *drum roll please*
: talking to Vhi before i sleep.

the next day, it's the same thing. Serdang is a lack of options :)
im not saying i dont like it here. i enjoy driving on winding roads and up hill and downhill in the mornings.
but... i really miss home.
the boys said they'd come all the way here to take me for lunch, they better! grrrr.

one day :)

i cant wait to have all the freedom in the world :)

photo taken in P.D

the last bit of fun fun fun

tonight's the night

tonight,
PARTAY! the last one til SPM. so gonna enjoy it while i can.
hoooyeaaahh.
its like, in Centro, next door, but so what! im still excited! hehe

Happy Birthday Bernard Lee!

i love you a ton. 

although you bully me til i can die

but ur my bestie and i love you :)

im home for a day. and im going back to Serdang tomorrow.

my cousin's pregnant! so we're all pretty excited :)

hehe.

and it goes on and on and on

We were just talking about the Big Bang and what if's about how the universe was made last night.
and poof, appears this on my Yahoo page.
click on link!

What Stephen Hawking says about God and the Universe

to summarize my daily feeling,

"i want to go home."

im in a very hyped up Yahoo surfing mood today :)

10 Fascinating Flirting facts.