hallelujah

i read a few verses of the bible last night and i had a dream of God :)

Happy Merdeka! im proud to be Malaysian. and im serious :)

im so hungry, waiting for everyone to get ready to go for lunch.
i dont even know if i'll be going to school these next three days
bye y'all!

imma make your face drop :)

i have a problem. i almost never stand up for myself. but today, i did :) i'm proud of myself.
ps: i told you if you mess with my family, imma make your face drop :) and im not at all sorry.


im in Serdang. came here yesterday. i dont know what we're doing today. i studied. a tiny fragment. hehe.
i miss my Daddy. :( and my boyfie. okay, im off!

 hahahah :)

meet my stoner pets.

hoyeahh

amazing how they can stab you in the back

you could do good things or help a hundred friends.

and out of that hundred.

five will have the gratitude.

from that five,

two will talk about it to others.

three will have it but not show it because their ego is bigger than anyone can take.

and the rest of the ninety five

will laugh at you behind your back, make fun of you, bitch about you,

take credit for your doings and simply not care.

because they know you'll still be there when they need you.

those ninety five people are actually the ones you call 'friends'.

ironic isn't it? :)

screw those people.


anyway!

i had fun in school yesterday.

Leila and i were with the boys all the while.

we ate a lot. Leila ate a lot lah. hahaha

oh! and Bernard came back to school :) yay.

we wanted to order Mcds. we did. we failed. stupid Mcds. =.=

Leila and i went to the big ass field in front and watched Bernard, Puva and the others play futsal.

hahaha. it failed tooo :)

okay im off!

byeeee 

love ♥ many the forms

whatever it may be,

i love you

very much ♥

it blows like the wind on a day of fall, we'll have to chase it before we lose it all :(

 there's never enough to live

a bright new day. :)

Good Morning! :)
it's a bright sunny day, i havnt looked outside but i think it is.
im in a good mood, so i pray, no one screws it up :) thank youuu.
yesterday was in Starbucks with Bernard. then Wai Mun, Justine, Miki, Pohkiat, Andy, and Kow came.
we hung out, cari pasal abit, then went home.
thanks Bernard, for clearing my frustration :) me love you.

today, I WANT TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND.
but i gota get on SOMEONE's good side :( :(
snifffss..
okay, im gonna go open a book and try absorbing its print.
loves ♥

what's not to love?

lately, i've been feeling so lethargic and lazy. but i do study, for an hour or two tops. i have to. trust me, i would rather stone and do nothing but oh well.
im waiting for Bernard, who knew men  run late too! and they always blame the women.=.=
met Brandon today. he still has braces. hmmm. haha. and looks the same.
i have been eating WAYYYY to much chocolate this week. from oreos, to other chocolate biscuits to cake. omgeeee. :(
me fatty.

i hate her

talks to mirror: i hate you you stupid bitch. you're always fucking up happy days. cos you're selfish, ignorant and just purely stupid. all you fucking do is annoy and piss everyone off. cause you're one motherfucking bitch :)

here we go again Love :)

 Happy 11 Months :)

love you ♥

it only seems like its going to end. but not quite :)

on Saturday, Jananee celebrated her 17th birthday, and 25/30 of us from class came :)

yes, it was huge. 

Jan's momma cooks awesome food.

so we ate like pigs :)

         ♥

one out of twenty boyfriends would actually stay up all night,

 just in case their girlfriends had a nightmare.

 guess you're one of them :)

i love you ♥

oh Malaysia :)

the randomness within

Ms. Bio: What mammal is involved in the pollination of plants?
Vincent: WHALE!!!

....and we know why they hate us :)

and the grand finale :)

thanks to four minds put together :)

Broke back mountain.

with a little bit of odour.

urgh. yucks.

*girls, sorry i couldnt make the colour darker, then the hair would not be visible*

the epitome of paria :)

whoooottt :) 

im so proud of myself.

thank technology :)

we were the Kings and Queens of promise :)

somehow, i'll always be the bad person

sunset :)

i want to take pictures during sunset at Lake Edge, Puchong :)
omggeeeeee :)

this is how we do it :)

my two most favourite men in the world :) 
the daddy and the boyfriend.
loves to a million ♥


i had a blast in Malacca. we went to the beach. took real nice pictures :)
went shopping. (came home broke ass)
ate. ate. ate.
played pool at home.
watched SALT. 
i felt like i was married for four days :) 
i likey.

snap!

Check out my cousin's photography :) soooo nice. Asha Carlos

oh how i love you :)

my boyfriend blackmailed me! if i dont study, no one hour call. too much i tell you. but oh how much i love you :)

slacking. off. like. crazy. ass. :(

spent my entire weekend with Bernard and my books went kah put. :(
gahhhhh. and look at what im doing now

the fucks :)

the good side of my two days,

• my sayang's home, im so SO SOOOOO happy :)
• Bernard studied with me
• i bought bajuuuuu

the fucked up side,

• one too many people in my life, have maximum points of ego and pride
• one too many people have no gratitude, it fucking pisses me off. (what more, they can say, "oh, you didnt do anything also." -BITCHES.)
• assessment is tomorrow, imma fuck it up :)
• my contacts split into two because i was too high on friday night and took it off, in some stupid way. searched THREE opticians, and not a single one sold contact lens. economy drop much?

i want things to work out just fine for once in my god damn life. disappointment, is always there.

i feel like such an angry bitch right now.

call me dramatic, i dont care :)