when things turn out so beautiful =)

ive come to realise that taking photographs calms me.

the sky, was at 7 am this morning.

imagine waking up, going to your balcony and looking at something so pretty. =)

and then,

this has never happened to me before.

with MOTHS yes,

BUTTERFLIES, no.

i know if Leila was in my house today,

she would have panicked and locked herself in my room.

this poor little butterfly was on my room door frame,

and it was injured,

so mom took that stick thing and let it sit on it.

and put it out to the balcony,

and it couldnt fly betul betul =(

so kesian.

its now sitting on my florescent light in the living. =)

there's good and evil.

that's all you've done.

yes, i love you.

and you gave me life,

and i have the respect for you.

but it wont be there for long. 

one more mistake, and im gone. 

so, change.

it's about time you do.

on the other hand, 

THANK YOU PRIYA! (Vhi's sister)

i love the gift. 

such a sweetheart =)

yayyy =)

this is what momma got me =)

me heart ♥

the cake from Bernard and everyone =)

the beautiful card Yennie made me =)

then there's the card and the Topshop panties from Anas and Zee

 

and the CONVERSE bag i wanted from the girls =D

awwwwhhh ♥

today, my cousin had to send me to church, which is in Klang, all the way from Serdang. mommy is in PD.
now im back in Serdang.
i went for confession today, after 8 years, okay, so not happening again, Father insisted on me going for at least more than once a month. =) i shall try.

Tania, Natalia, Bernard, Ian, Lawson and Richard surprised me with 4 slices of secret recipe cake. so so so SWEET okay. haha. it was so cute with the single candle. then again, photos shall be posted soon! one photo larh, of the cake =) teehee.

oh, i went to cut my fringe, and she cut it a little tooooo short =(

but it looks okay, i think? =)

all a girl needs, isnt a cake or 17 candles to blow out. its the people around her.

firstly, thank you, everyone for the wishes! i really did not get tired thanking you! hehe.

mommy, 

you're the best.

you're my bestfriend, my sister, my everything,

and though i rag about you or complain or act like a retarded fusspot,

i love you more than ever. you dont even know it. 

daddy,

haha, i know you'll never read this,

but i love you!

you're like the best of the best.

and you're always saying yes and giving in in the end as long as there's a smile on my face.

and to my girls,

you girls are my life savers, always there whenever i need you guys and i cant imagine not having you in my life. thanks for everything! oh, and the blog wishes, and the CONVERSE handbag! i love it. =)

my cousins, 

especially,

Anas and Zee,

gosh, i do love y'all.

we're more like sisters than cousins because we know every boyfriend we've had,

every major break up we've been through,

and the many laughs and tears we've shared.

thank you for the kinky TOPSHOP panties.

teehee =)

my boyfriend,

where do i even start?

you know how much you mean to me,

and on my birthday, we turned 5 months,

knowing you're always gonna be there to put up with all my shit (i hope)

brightens my day and will brighten a dull day anytime.

i love you to bits. =)

this year's birthday was great. had a good day out today with Vhi, Anas, Zarrah (both of you, love the card and the panties), Keith (thank you for the lift home), Cheyenne (omg! thank you for the beautiful hand made birthday card), Chan Foong, Andy, Wai Mun, Sharon, Miki, and Justine. thank you so much for everything. lalalala.

oh! we took pictures! will be putting them up cos im in Serdang and my cable is well, at home. hehe.

the beginning of the end

i would like to wish,

Justine Tee,

a very Happy Birthday!*it was yesterday*

you're 17 bitch.

me loves yah.

yesterday, i went to Midvalley to bowl with the aunty, uncle, and cousins.

then mommy came later in the evening.

we had fun. =)

im missing daddy dearest for some reason.

my birthday's pretty near. oh joy!

im a year older.

today's my last Tuesday being 16. hehe.

this is why we love

aubrey: i love you, sunshine.

vhimal: sunshine? but baby, im brown.

aubrey: oh, i love you chocolate?

vhimal: okay, now that's just racist. 

aubrey: =D

its so yummy yummy

i watched Percy Jackson yesterday. he is like soooo cute okay.
 with the blue blue eyes. *faints*

oh oh then today,
i watched Never Back Down. Anas asked me to watch yesterday.

and omg. Sean Farris is *drools*

that bad vampy guy from twilight is acting in it too. he aint bad.

me wanttttt...

oh why tis sickness?

i am sick. again.
doctor says: your intestines are wounded and the infection is causing your fever.

i got injected =( on the ass. 

everytime i eat i puke. gawddd.... it's so annoying i could die.

if i had to choose, what i win or lose

secretly i wonder.... =)
if i were to go
would you do that too?

lookie what i found!
this is specially dedicated to Cheyenne, Leila and Beatrice.
hehe.




GIRLFRIENDS,
are not toys,
not bedroom fantasies.
not humping silicon dummies.
not heartless creatures.
not punching bags.
GIRLFRIENDS,
do not deserve shit from guys.
do not deserve being called whores, sluts, bitches or bimbos.
do not want or need to hear guys go on and on and on about some other bitch.
do not need ego and anger thrown at them.
do not need to be replaced by someone else.
do not need to be dumped because guys need 'free time.'
do not need to lose her friends cause of some guy.
GIRLFRIENDS,
will never let you fall.
will forgive you no matter what.
will trust you over and over again.
will always be there for you.
will take in all the pain and heartache.
will give in to all your shit.
will mean 'forever' when they say it.


BOYFRIENDS,
can be all of the above.
BUT,
BOYFRIENDS,
are blind to the pain they cause.
are always thinking they are right.
and somehow,
are always
the ones coming back when they've done all the shit in the world.
and guess what?
girlfriends, are pretty much super dumb,
cause they're always taking them back.

-we know where we've been

its always the past that makes things better

i took this just now..
teehee =)
i likey.
i had beads.
from long long time ago

I had nothing else better to do, so i was going through pictures. old, 2009 pictures, when the days were awesome.

i miss every moment of it.
and given a chance,
i think a few of us would wana go back there =)

and to think in 11 months, its all gona disappear.
and the everyday's wont be the same.
=(

i love you girls to bits yeah.
more than i'd love any guy.
and
yes,
im serious,
dont give me that look.
hehe.
=D

"a person who never made a mistake, never tried anything new."
- Albert Einstein

so i guess you were trying something new. =)

vanilla caramel cream

yesterday, after Vhi went home, i had like the worst migrain.. and i couldn't have dinner either.
i thought Starbucks would help.
so Bernard and i went to Starbucks.
and i still felt crappy.
but we laughed like crazy bitching about people and teachers.(or one teacher. =))
i was out with him till midnight then mama came. mama went out too.
so basically Bernard baby-sitted me =)
he's like the awesomest guy friend. i love him to bits.

today,
i realised that,
fuck, im a pretty revengeful person.
and i forgive,
but NEVER forget =)

doesnt mean shit saying too much
being quiet is ten times better =)

a dash of.. familiar

this could be the end of everything,
so why dont we go
somewhere only we know

the 17th wish

my previous wishlist was so crazily over budget. i shall marry a rich dude and get him to buy me all the stuff.

you guys, =)

can get me...


a CONVERSE HANDBAG. not school bag yea.

stuff from Body Shop.

stuff from Top Shop.

oh! DO NOT get me accesories from Diva or Forever 21 or wherever. it'll turn black days after i wear it.

oh and here's something fun you guys could make me!

a SCRAPBOOK of all the photos of times we've had from 2006- 2010.
wheeeeeee.

that will be all.
yay.....im turning 17!
*shake shake* =)