im blogging from the balcony. overlooking the sea,. how awesome =)

Nesh came again.

i was sooooo sick n in bed all day and he came and i felt much better =)

im going back to Klang tomorrow. where there is no sea. no beach.

got la. Port Klang. which is like....well, we noe la.

i wana move to Penang! hehe.

wedding bells

CONGRATULATIONS

Ryan and Angeli =)

it was a great wedding. im so happy for my cousin, Ryan.

the speeches during reception were great

and we danced all night long =)

im still in Penang.

nicely missing school.

hehe.

im sick im sick im sick. ohmygawdness. and the wedding is in a few hours. omg! urgghhhhhhh

today

hehe.

went shopping today =)

the widest smile =)
i wished you were there with me
=)

i miss you baby. =(

wheeeee

today was awesome! i got to meet Nesh, yes, remember Nesh? yes, no? well, i would upload a picture but HE didnt wana take! hmmph. he said he didnt look good. nonsense la. he looked awesome.

the last i saw him was two years back!! and the last picture we took was two years back too. =.=

it was so funny, my dad met him and my dad asked him to tag along to get dinner. then dad invited him for dinner too. ahahaha. from an hour he ended up going back at almost 8 from 5.

but it was sooooo good seeing him =)

Katrina stared at him like she was falling in love. haha. it was creepy anyhow. hehe.

oh well, i had dinner and im stuffed.

i miss my sayang

and, i love you my baby =)

boom.boom.boom

there's nothing else i can say

baby, what can i say?

you,

are the best thing ever.
and i couldnt, wouldnt and wouldnt have to,
ask for more =)

i love you....♥

im going to Penang! yay! Ryan's getting married. soooo awesome.
Anas cant go! i wish u could syg!

yesterday, Fierra took Cindy, Vivi, Prias and me to her house for Raya!

her mom's cooking is like awesomeeeeee...so much for my diet.
we took pictures but my phone cacat shit so yeah. soon soon =)

violation =)

LOOKIE!~
hahaha...
yes, i feel very violated =)

my ever so famous jumping shot =)
i have one of Andysen, Prias and Budi.

underwater ballet!!!
hahaha


Ian, Lawson and Bernard came over to berenang at my place.

mom and i are doing this fruit-diet thing, so she cut up fruits and put them in the freezer.
5 mins ago,

mom: oh! the bananas are so hard! they're having a hard-on! =)

me: mommy! nonsense laaaaa....jeezzz =.=

Friday =)

yesterday, Andy, Wai Mun, Sharon, Beatrice, Poh Kiat and me went to Sunway Lagoon and we had fun fun fun =)
we enjoyed Mun's screaming on the rides =)
hahaha
and we enjoyed eachothers expressions when we were on the pirate ship and we went 360. =)
i had fun fun fun! i lurve u guys =)

p.s: thanks for yesterday sayang... =) i love you

do they wash and blow too?

Jonathan has this Imponderbles book. so its this book which has answers we always ask ourselves la. its pretty cool =)

so Leila, Beatrice and me, were sitting and chatting. and Beatrice was reading the book.
the question was,

Why Is Pubic Hair Curly?
so bla bla bla bla bla...

then...we started talking about puberty n all. and how when we were younger, 'things' were different.

then waxing and shaving came up.

Beatrice: Shaving makes it thicker.

Aubrey: thats why i cut =)

Leila: oh, so you go to the barber?

Aubrey: *gives her the look* yarrrr Leila! then i ask for cut number 3. and he cuts.

Leila: do they wash and blow too??

WTH? hahahahaha. Leila you pervvy pervvy girl.

i smile, because of you.

i hear the silence on the empty street,
walking on a cold pavement that's barely lit
i feel the cold ghust of wind, breathing down my neck
i feel the cold touch of sweat running down my back
i try to stray you from my mind
pick up, and throw the pieces you left behind
you, are like the music i hear, that never stops playing
you are, like a dream i hold dear, you never stop haunting
when im wide awake thinking of you, you're like dust floating in air
and when i close my eyes, and fall asleep, you're my nightmare
because though i try catching you, i swim in a pool of failure
you always keep slipping away, always a little further
and further from the days of yesterday
we stand here now, all dark and grey
watching eachother laugh at what others would say
never at once thinking it would have end this way
through this journey, ive wanted you in every wish i make
through this journey, its you who i could never forget
somehow i know you'd be at the end of every path i walk on
No matter left, no matter right, or even how long
its the part of us that will forever go on
so i guess, what im really trying to say
is i'll love you, forever more, til the end of my days =)

-created by: me and him =)


p.s: i love you ♥

the men theory

Men. You cant live with them. Nor, can you live without them. =)

- Cheyenne, Leila, Aubrey.


haha. other than that, class was awesome today. towards the end. =)
i dont think i laughed that hard in quite a while =)
i love 4s.

the baby fetish =)

last night i went to mamak with Phil,

and we were so-called watching the Man City vs Arsenal game.

my poor poor Arsenal got bullied.

today, i went to church. =)

it was a good day.

i saw the cutest baby ever.

me: omg, Phil...so cute.

Phil: hehehe

me: seriously damn cute!

Phil: *looks at me like im retarded.*

the baby does this really cute adorable heartmelting laugh

me: OMG! *smacks Phil* cuteness!

Phil makes gestures of me smacking the shit out of my own baby if it turns out super cute.

for a in-the-future-to-be-mom, i find that super scary.

imagine smacking the life out of your baby because it's cute.=.=

then Joanne was there too. =)

as were Leslie and Alex.

Alex was playing with me. bullying actually.

(jom we go for that date) heehee

oh, and Justine too =)

Marsha, Ian and Lawson came for class =)

Richard will say he misses me but he wont show up. hmmmph.

silly boy.

i came back home, ate, and slept like for almost 4 hours. i am such a pig!

ps: forever, is BULLSHIT.

its alright

im here for you.

anytime of the day

just as long as im just a friend =)

what to do oh what to do?

i am so so so so so so extremely bored. like..indescribably.

firstly, i was supposed to go to Pyramid to meet up with Patrick and Keith and go skating.

then, aunty Sharon called. and said they're having a function.

and so i had to cancel Pyramid.

then, now, mom says she doesnt feel like going for the function.

im like......jjiorrrrrr.

fickle nyaaaaaa my mommy.

eeessshh

im so bored,

save me. =(

thanks for nothing

i hate myself.

why does this always happen? why must you just appear?

like pop up out of nowhere?

its been 3 fucking months and i've moved on.

and just as im starting a new life, here u are

i hate it.

i hate the fact im awfully weak towards you.

i hate the fact that somehow, u'll always be there

you're always gona be there.

and i cant erase you

you're like a stalker in silence.

why do u show up at times like this?

talk about the past.

talk about how we used to be.

you are my weakness

you always have been

but strangely, im not inlove with you anymore

im not inlove with you at all

but still, im deranged at your presence.

this is so unfair

i feel like a bitch u know?

im not blaming you but i feel like a bitch

im moving on

im going to be with the best guy i've ever met in my life

the most loving, caring, sweetest guy

and here you come

to you, darling, im so sorry. i just need more time.

wait for me. please?

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever-complex in every waaay
All the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day

when we all have the same drop of blood =)

it's so touching how us cousins love and care so much for eachother.

i was reading Zarrah's blog and she mentioned me =)

then Anastasia texted me today,

about the same topic.

and we share our dirty secrets,

and those of the people we know off.

okay, fine, we bitch, but we loveeee ♥

its awesome.

you guys are the best.

Zarrah comes online and she goes like

: Aubrey! - - - - ( so so and so did this and that)

or,

i go online and go like,

: Zee! ---- vice versa =)

Anas and i just havta be updated on stuff.

then there's Cherelle and Chantalle

who when we meet,

its like a big nuclear bomb of ceritas about who and what and where and when and how.

and Talia, gosh, if only you were here, we miss you like nutsies.

you know we love you

Xandria is the smart-ass cousins who'd be able to tutor me cos im too dumb. haha

this post is really random but i lurrvveeee you guys oh-so-very-the-muchies ♥

why is it always this kinda timing?

its like you're a ghost haunting me.

everytime we break up *the 2 times we did*

you're always popping up JUST when im with someone new.

why why?

you dont say a word to me in like three months.

and

*pop*

you have signed in.

: hi Aubrey

im like wtfffff???

helloooo.

its scary okay....

you couldnt have picked a better timing.

its like, when im off with you,

on with someone else,

you POP magically again.

=.=

this is sad

too bad im not the dumb girl u once knew.

im with him now,

and i love him to bits.

you'll make a great friend =)

hee hee

oh the pain

yes im home =)

i did go to school and then i had the tummy attack and had to call mom to come get me.

ive got a mild food poisoning.

jeezzz.. i think i run to the toilet about 7-8 times in an hour. its horrible. really.

pfffttt...

you're my sunshine after the raging storm

you're amazingly sweet, loving and caring,

and with all the knowing-eachother-for-four-years-thing,

i never thought it'll be you.

i would drive myself into the wall (yes, i would.) if i had to ever hurt you.

i love you ♥

the air i breathe

i love you guys =)

all of you.

i cant wait to see the couzies again.

you can go eat my leftovers

we've known eachother what? 2 years? okay much more but we've been close for about 2 years.

so in that 2 years, you were like the best guy friend i could ask for. always there cheering me up, always there making me laugh, just simply...THERE.

this year, yes we had a little bumps here and there and we made up. great, score for us. yay us!

then you became this rude, arrogant piece of crap whom i dont even know anymore. shittttt.

i dont pharking know you anymore.

you're like entirely different. and hell, the funniest most unbelievable part is, you actually changed and became an ass in a WEEK.

just a few days before your miraculous evolution, you were like so effing close to me.

why? just cause you saw me in a dress that night.

just cause we danced and had our hugs and stuff?

damn it.

despite everything i've done for you, things i've given up for you,

yet, you sit there, full of blardy arrogance and cant even appreciate a phark im doing!

do you even know how annoying that is?

or even how hurtful it is?

i could honestly just break down and cry, but why waste my time?

im not gonna work this out or fix this. cause you just change overnight and act like an idiotic bitch to me for no apparent reason.

so screw our so called friendship.

yayyyy

yes! omg! a month's practice of Canon in D on my keyboard.

and i finally completed it!

with a up beat. and strings and harp and piano all campur!

what a relief.pfffttt...

im so happy! muahahahaaha

dance flick is like stupid. i dont get how people enjoy lameness like that.

i mean its like, they try to be funny but its no where close to funny.

i didnt even smile.

gosh.

just another extra thing to annoy my day.

perfect =)

memoirs

i miss those times where we were all in form 2 and form 3.

where we'd play around and not havta go through so much insanity

i was reading Leila's recent post.

and omg... the gush of memories.

and Leslie and Alvin sitting on those baby-rides in Pyramid.

a whole YEAR has passed just in a snap.

and another is just gonna fly by.

and we're all gonna go our separate ways.

i wanna go back to every nice memory there was.

if only right?

on the wrong side of the bed

today i went to church,

and met up with the Gang,

Ian, Richard, Lawson, Marsha and Bernard

i miss Richard, ily la babe =)

and Ian too..*yes i wore heels so i looked taller*

Marsha's in a relationship =) im so happy for her.

oh and then i met Leslie, and Roy and Collin.

oh yes and Alex too =)

and now im back home,

feeling very very shitty and crappy for no reason.

pfffttttt,

fuck!

=)

chao.

Chelsea's here! with me.

teehee...=)

we watched movies and found stuff to bitch about.

and burnt nuggets!!!!!

well, i did. hehe.

it went really black!

veryyy

paint me a picture, love.

you melt me in a heartbeat ♥

♥im gonna have lamb chops and mashed potatoes. thanks mommy =)

♥Chelsea, imy and ily too babe =)

you'll always be the one i share my heart with

:Why?

and all you say is because,

"I Love You."

you're the reason i smile before bed.

its like when Perfect meets Flaws.

and me, having all the Flaws in the world,

i really dont deserve someone as Perfect as you. =)

thank you for being the sweetest thing

the perfect day =)

i woke up this morning.

and i looked out the window, and i couldnt stop looking out

it just stopped raining and day was clear as ever!

it was sooooo pretty.

i sound so melodramatic about nature but for real.

this is hard to believe but i could actually see Genting Highlands and the hotel on top.

usually its clearer at night cos of all the lights but today it was amazing.

it was like i was so near to something yet so far =)

hmm..i miss school. dad and his overprotectiveness

pfft..