thank you, for teaching me how to love.

i just watched this movie called IF ONLY on youtube =)

Jennifer Love Hewitt is acting. gosh.

i think i cried through the whole movie.

must watch people!!!

Chelsea's tag

ABC QUESTIONS :

ABOUT YOU
A - Available : yessshhh
B - Birthday : 18/02/93
C - Crushing on : the guy who makes me laugh with lameness
D - Drink you last had : water =)
E - Easiest person to talk to : Anastasia and Zarrah
F - Favourite song : none =)
G - Gummy bears or Gummy worms : Gummy worms
H - Hometown : Jakarta
I - In love with : the person im in love with =)
J - Juggle : haha, tried
K - Killed someone : wished i could have
L - Longest car ride : Penang to Malacca
M - Milkshake flavour : Vanilla
N - Number of siblings : 4
O - One wish : him
P - Person you last called : Mommy
R - Reason to smile : haha. the things that make me smile?
S - Song you last heard : good girls go bad - Cobra Starship
V - Vegetables : i like greeennsss =)
W - Worst habit : i peel my wounds which leave scars =(
X - X-rays you had : pelvic bone
Y - Yoyos are : dumb =)
Z - Zodiac sign : Aquarius

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Spell your name without vowels : ubry cssndr tsh crls
What colour do you wear most : black
What are you listening to? : ive got a feeling =)
Are you happy with your life right now? : so-so, cant complain
What is your favourite class in school? : Biology =) i think
When do you start back at school? : Next Tuesday
Are you outgoing : yupssss. but im homely too!!
Favourite pair of shoes : wedges =)
Where do you wish you were right now? : with my friends =)

THE CANS

Can you dance? : yesshhh
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : nope!
Can you whistle? : yuppsss
Write with both hands : nopeee
Walk with your toes curled : haha nooo?

THE DO'S

Do you believe there is life on other planets? : yes! haha
Do you believe in miracles? : nopeee
Do you believe in magic : erm...nohh
Love at first sight : maybee
Do you think there's a Satan? : yessshhh, cos i sin =)
Do you believe in Santa? : nopeee, sorry santa
Do you know how to swim? : yeshhhh
Do you think you can handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? :yerrrr no way.

THE HAVE'S

Have you been on a plane? : yupssss
Have you ever asked someone out? : yesshh
Have you ever been asked out by someone? : uhuh =)
Have you ever been to the ocean? : yesshh
Have you ever painted your nails? : yeah

THE WHAT'S

What is the temperature outside? : i dunno
What radio station do you listen to? : Fly =)
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Modestos
What was the last thing you bought? : Reload
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : Sivanesh
What is the time and date now? : 11:03 pm, 28 aug

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out? : oh yesss
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : yeahh
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : yeaahh =)
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : yeahh
Do you cry when you get injury? : nope. i laugh
Do certain songs make you cry? : yeahh

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person? : erm, so-so laaa
What can make you happy? : him. cousins. friends.
Do you wish you were happier? : most of the time yes. =)
Can music make you happy? : it depends

LOVE SECTION

How many times have you had your heart broken? : twice =)
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : yeahhh

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair colour? : dark brown
Current piercings : 4 on my ears
Have any tattoos? : soon!! hehe. dont tel mummy.
Eye colour : Dark brown

IN A LOVER

Girl or guy? : guy... =) obviously
Favourite eye colour : anything will do =)
Short or long hair : longish short. hehe
Height : tall =)
Best clothing : the skater look. three quarters and tee's

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail? : haha nooo
Mooned someone? : hahahha =P nooo
Thrown up in a store? : yeaaahhh
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today? : yeshhh
Gone skinny dipping? : nopeeee

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke : none.
McDonald's or Burger King : burger kings's
Single or Group Dates : group =)
Chocolate or Vanilla : vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries : BLUEBERRIES =)
Meat or Veggies : both
TV or Movie : both
Guitar or Drums : Guitar
Adidas or Nike : Nike
Chinese or Mexican : Mexicanooo
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Coco Crunch =)
Cake or pie : Pie =)


People I'm Gonna Tag:
Zarrah

Patrick

Sharon

Justine

Cheyenne

ps: I hope Leila get better! ily babe =)

dont take my picture

take me =)

im sick...urgh. i feel cold at weird times

it sucks

and i sneeze like the building could fall anytime.

=(

ohmigoshies, i can actually see aeroplanes landing from my balcony.

i live in like, Klang. =.=

amazing i tell you.

forgive me, im bored.

hello world =)

i just got back from Centro.

i was so bored, thus, i texted Bernard and he fetched me and went to Centro.

my mom met us there then he left.

and we hugged and gave my mom a shock.

she thought i was with him =.=

now im back.

wheeee

gonna watch a dvd with mom

she gets krazzzyyyy

Im home!

for once, a good holiday =)

anastasia, ashley and me stayed up til 6.30 in the morning!

haha

came back home yesterday and went for lunch at centro. it rained heavily and mom, dad and i walked so we had to wait for the rain to stop.

then i met Bernard, Andy, Wai Mun, Sharon and birthday boy, Poh Kiat at Starbucks then lepaked with them.

went home,

and mom and i had fun walking in the rain.

my wedges got soaked! =(

i slept at 9!!

can u imagine?

who sleeps at 9 on a holiday?

haha.

my lack of sleep through the days have been repl

enished.

i wanna go watch UP!!!!

someone take me laaaa.

p.s: could you fall for your bestfriend?

Zarrah's answer would be yes.

and Me?

oh oh!!!! i met Sivanesh at Sunway!

wheee

can u imagine we grew up together?

from when i was 5 and he was 7?

goodness,

and now look at us!

haha.

when you're not here

remember those times when 'we' were almost perfect?

and now its all gone

i go through my inbox and im like

blarrrhhhh...

a tired day

Penang was fun!
i miss my cousins already.
Zarrah! pictures darling!
im currently in Melaka
and going to Sunway tomorrow.
meeting the boys there a.k.a Richard, Ian, Lawson
and couzies, Zarrah, Xandria, Kelly and Anas.
but now they're still not confirming with me! grrr
im s tired from travelling wei.
i kept eating junkfood in the car. fattening ones.

i miss Bernard! and and Leila!
Bernard's sick.
and i dont know what Leila's up to.

when the cousins reunite

anas and me
xandria, aubrey, zarrah, cherelle

chantalle, cherelle and aubrey

firstly,

Happy Birthday G-G!

we love you so much,

like uncle Leo says, your army of grandchildren really love and adore you.

currently at Penang, celebrated G-G's (my granma) birthday last night.

we sang, (i sang with a croaky-voice-lost thing going on) prom took my voice away)

cleary the family are a bunch of performers. me love <3

we took lots and lots of pictures! alottt..

well, Zarrah did. she took pictures. and wasnt in even one of em =.=

smack her!

but theres that one up there. the only one,

hehe.

i love you guys =)

its just me, you and the dancefloor

the best. the memorable. the bomb!

need i say more?

ps. more pics on facebook.

=)

Joanne's taggie =)

1. Number One is missing.
umm....

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
sleepy!

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
Wai Mun and Justine

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nope =)

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yeshhh, im an 'O'

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeapss

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
erm, nope

8. What does your last text message say?
"Okay. =) chill babe. ily =)"

9. What are you thinking right now?
Prom!

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yeshhhh

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
One

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
F.O.S

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeappsss

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Chelsea

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz...

1.Chelsea
2. Sharon
3. Zarrah
4. Natalia
5. Cheyenne
6. Justine
7. Patrick
8. Anastasia
9. Sarah Carlos
10. Beatrice

15. Who is No.2 having a relationship with?
Nobody...=)

16. Is No.3 a male or a female?
a female hottie

17. If No. 7 and No. 1 get together, would it be a good?
hahaha...errmmm

18. What is No.1 studying about?
Form 3 stuff

19. When was the last time you chatted with No. 1 ?
Just now

20.Is No. 4 single?
Nope. hehe

21. Say something about No.2
she rocks.

22. What do you think about No.3 & No. 6 being together?
erm, that would be so wrong.

23. Describe No.9
the goody sister

24. What will you do if No.6 and No.7 fight?
break it up and say ISH u people!

25. Do you like No. 8 ?
of course. i lurve her =)

people who walk around with heads up high

i dont like proud people.
i just dont.
and, i think being real modest and down to Earth is good =)

tomorrow's PROM!

and yeepie...me dont havta take flight to Penang!


i love you guys:♥
Leila
Beatrice
Ronnie
Yennie
Mun
Justine
Miki
Bernard
Alvin
Chelsea

you guys are my sunshine =)
hehe.


my feet are aching and im soooo tired.

stressing

i have to take a flight to Penang alone on Saturday!! hmmmphh.
all cos dad has to go tomorrow. and prom is on Friday =.=
i tell youuuuu
its like. grrrrrrr.
but oh well. i havta learn how to take the flight on my own =)
im stressing. its expensive lagi.
mom doesnt want me taking the bus alone. or the train.
and im gonna be soooo sesat in the plane and stuff =(
helppp meeee....jiooorrrr

bounce, up and down

today was fun.
we hardly did anything to do with studies.
we cut out Styrofoam stars and painted them.
got our hands colourful. it was fun =)
hehe.
and we did the usual prom preps.
came home,
went online,
chatted with Patrick.
went offline.
came back on and now blogging!
im off to decorate my mask now.
=)
chao

all over again

why do you do this to me?
i wait, for as long as forever.
and you're just there playing along
i cant wait for another month, i cant for another year
and find out its nothing at the end
that would really hurt.
for real.
what happened when we were closer?
in a week you've changed.
i miss you.
i just want yesterday to come back around.
all over again.

yes, ive fallen okay?
ive fallen once again, so, so hard.
for you
and i dont even see anything else pass that line
nothing
people tell me different things.
i dont even know what to believe anymore.
is it a yes?
is it a no?
murder me.
i told myself im never gonna let this happen again
ive failed me


im so depressed, shittt.

thank you daddy

thank you thank you thank you daddy for my new keyboard. i lurveeeeee it.

shit. this cant be happening! save me!

im in Malacca now.
and guess what? dad says i cant go prom.
im so cursing right now.
i hate this. k fine he took me shopping n all but i wana go prom!!!
no no no
daddy pleaaaseeeee i wanna go. i have to!
haihhhhh.
this sucks soooo bad.
pray, he changes his mind.
=(

of the tales and wondrous lies

one lie leads to another. then it builds, and builds, from a pile of dust to a mountain.




aubrey's off to Malacca tomorrow. and im missing school. blek.
im gonna do my shopping! yeshhh.

finally things fall to place.

so today, we had our invitations done =)
and thanks to Yennie,
the boys are back in the dance! =)
wheee....

i cant believe Mr X called my friend an asshole!
i mean hello, you made your own mistakes la. dont punish us!
ish. he should be terminated. personally.

prom's nearing.
i cant wait for my shopping weekend =)

it might not mean a thing to you. but ily =)

tuesday sucked. urgh!
first. i had friggin cramps that were killing me. it got me pissing off at people *sorrieesss*
second. because of those cramps i was being a bitch. which i hate being. im nice =) haha. really laaaa.
third. the teachers just cant stop with the banning. they banned the boys from dancing in the prom committee. aiyooo...just let la. what's the biggie? why use prom as a punishment. pfffftt.
fourth. Granma's birthday has been postponed to next weekend. we leave on PROM DAY! i dunno wtf im gonna do.
fifth. ive got a congested throat and its sooooo annoying.
sixth. i hate having a reproductive cycle going on. cos it effing hurts mahhhterrr!!! it gets emotions coming tooo...


things that went well
one. Dad called. he's taking me to Malacca for the weekend to shop and let off steam. =.=
and to pick out my keyboard. which he promised!!! grrrrr...
two. Patrick bought me =)
three. i think im lovedrunk.
four. i went out with tweedle dee and tweedle dum after school. haha

tweedle dee - me - tweedle dum
=)

haha so okay, it was Justine and Wai Mun
we went to Centro
we camwhored to release steammm

it's Jananee's birthday today!

Happy Birthday Jananee!!!

we love you!
mwahhhhh!
haha.
you're the best ever.
you dont bitch and you're so down to earth. thats why i respect you.
and you're so humble its amazing.
we love you
=)
have a good birthday.

statements: worried bout Prom. missing Daddy. wants keyboard. missing Blueberry (who's phone doesnt like me. cos it takes hours to deliver my message) =(. wants shoes. wants clothes.
wants to stop PMS-ing.

sorry i was bitch-PMS-ing today guys.
i love you guys so much!
sorryyyy.

ps. i wish things would be better.enough conflict laaaa...
Heal the World, make it a better place.
=)

she's my bestfriend

this is about Clark and Annie. two bestfriends

so they knew eachother from kindergarten and have been inseperable since.
Annie tutored Clark. Clark thought Annie how to drive.
they were voted Prom King and Queen.
they went to the same college.
unfortunately, Annie got transfered to Boston.
they still kept in touch and visited eachother.
Clark felt so lost without her. his everyday routines had all gone wrong.
he felt like half his life went missing.

when Annie came back for good, she was a professional

on the phone,

Annie: Clark, im back for good. i cannot wait to see you bestie. i have a surprise for you.

Clark: Hey you, awesome. i cant wait to see you too. i've missed you, you bum!

Annie: Alright, my house tonight. we'l have dinner.

Clark: Sounds perfect.


Clark pun on his best look. messed up his hair like how Annie liked it. he bought her flowers.

"wait, am i falling for Annie? gosh, why do i feel like this?" he thought.
he felt this feeling in his tummy as he walked up her front porch.
he rung the doorbell.

Annie: omg! Clark.

few hours later,

Annie: Clark, im getting married. next week!

Clark: *blank expression*

Annie: hello? aren't u happy for me?

Clark: well, yes but that was sudden.

Annie: oh pfffttt....at least im telling you.

Clark: who's the guy?

Annie: he's so sweet, he would go around the world for me.

Clark: well, i'd DIE for you. Literally die. for you.

Annie: oh shut up. you and ur suicidal cases.

3 days later,

Clark: Annie i love you.

Annie: i love you too Clark, what do you want?

Clark: nothing. im serious.

Annie: oh, Paul's on line 2. i gotta go love. catch ya later.

at the park,

Clark: so how was ur day?

Annie: well,

*clark kisses annie.*

Annie: what on earth?-

Clark: im sorry.

and he left her on the park bench. her wedding was the next day.

on the wedding day,

Annie calls Clark.

Clark's mom: Annie, Clark jumped off the bridge last night. he left you a note. im sorry love, congratulations on your marriage.

Annie felt like the world had crushed her. she cancelled her wedding.

the note,

Annie, you're my bestfriend. through all those times i was a jerk, you were stil there for me.
i only realised i loved you more than that when you left to Boston.
i cannot bear watching you marry Paul.
i want you to be my first and last love.
i know you'll never love me back.
have a wondrous life.
love, Clark.

ps: i told you i'd die for you.

yucky

i had lunch at Kenny Rogers today. and omg!
i found a FLY in my potato salad. like wtf? a FLY!!
a dead, pathetic, squashed FLY!
the manager gave us the whole meal free. ish...im still so disgusted.

me want. me love. me miss.
You...=)

the songs

Hey Monday songs.=)
i can relate. hehe

moderato

went to church. had lunch with Bernard and Jonathan (thanks for lunch Jay). came home. showered. did Sejarah corrections. now blogging =)
hehehe

the kingdom of Heaven

Herman asked us to read the Book of Matthew for this week's class.
i was naturally really lazy at first. its 28 chapters!
but now that im reading it, it made me realise a lot of things.
there are verses there that really uplift me. like make me go..wow.
i never thought reading the Bible would be so inspiring.
and it's just Matthew.

im proud to be Catholic =)
im proud to be God's creation.

Matthew 7:7-9
'Ask and it will be given to you;
search, and you will find;
knock, and the door will be opened to you.'

this love just gets further

today, Leila, Beatrice, Justine, Miki, Wai Mun, Yenn, and Shu-wei with yours truly, headed out to Pyramid.
=)
we bought our masks and stuff.

the Zara girls. gosh, the three of us were concidently wearing Zara =)
without planning.
(thanks Anas for the baju)

waiting for Yenn at Centro.
look at my leg! its mine and Beatrice's.
but it looks like mine! and its super fat.

we had pancakes for breakfast.
i had Blueberry pancakes =)
whee...
hehe. SOMEONE jealous

Yennie and me
she looked gorgeous la today. =)
and Mun in the background. hehe

aubs, yenn and leila

miki

Justine

Chan Foong came too =)
Patrick supposed to meet me there! but didnt! bum!
and Sharon Quak!
she so ditched us.=(

but we had fun =)

we got back by 5 and everyone except Yenn and Shu-Wei joined me at my place. then we were chilling. everyone went home.

oh yes, the extras: we saw a model (who was real hot) walking with a guy leashed on to her. hehe

-the end-

oh chariot.

Daddy just called. he says, we're going to Penang next Thursday or Friday!
ahahaha...Patrick cant come along. i know he wants to =)
its my grandmama's 80th birthday. we're gonna throw her a surprise =) its gonna be fun. will take pics and update =)
wheee.. i miss my cousins. urgh. we're so far apart and when we meet its like Oprah. *grins*


earlier in the evening,

Aubrey: KJ, i was perioding earlier today. sorry.

Kuan Jon: its fine. i forgive you.

Aubrey: haih. i dont wanna go to form 5 but i want to. but i dont want to. and then i dont wanna leave you guys and all. urgh. i feel so emoish right now.

Kuan Jon: oh. its just your hormones.

Aubrey: wth? nooo..haha

Kuan Jon: fine. its you and your hormones.

pfffttt...men. they never get women.

the past...will bring onto the present

its the Nite

2006

2007

2008

gosh!! its been three years. haha. the next will have one saying 2009.=)
how time flies.

thank God its Friday =)

its Friday!!! wheee...
omg! two weeks to prom. *shivers*
i can imagine, 2 weeks from now, precisely at this time,
we'll be getting out hair done, make up done...

i dont know why im so excited yet scared yet...hmmm...anxious.
we've been through this for 3 years already.
but we're organising this year!
and NOTHING must go wrong...=)

it WILL be fine.
=)

tomorrow we're going to Pyramid to get our stuffs.





p.s: im sorry i hurt you. i didnt mean to. for the first time i heard you so mad. im sorry.

dont go breaking it babe

dont break this heart
its fragile and i cant afford to let it hurt
so please dont

if it wasnt for the people, who brought me joy =)

today was...fun.
surprisingly.
ms Tan, actually laughed and laughed till we saw the tears of joy roll down her cheeks.
no one realy knows why she was laughing so hard but it was so funny. =)

we got started on Prom Invitations!
wheeeee

we've got exactly 2 weeks to prom starting tomorrow!!
the pressure....

PAY UP PEOPLE!!

goodness.
you guys want a good Prom right?
so pay. =)

i got a surpsise 60% for Sejarah. hehehe
my essay was crappy though =)







-if you know you're gonna hurt me, leave now while you still can. dont mess with my heart. its not some squishy toy heart you find at toys-r-us, in place for stress balls to squeeze and grit your teeth at.
so yes, i like you, i may even love you. but no way you're breaking my heart babe. its your choice.-

quote spoken from experience: once a player, ALWAYS a player.

Tagged by Zarrah =)

Tag 10 people after you're done!

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 7

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 15

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 21

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 26

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 33

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 41

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 49

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 53

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL SO FAR: 61

Grand Total: 61

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]


I should be in jail ,
muaahahaha...

i tag:
Sharon
Justine
Cheyenne
Patrick
Joanne

i cant help but feel it

there's something missing.
it's like losing too much in a day.
its sad and pitiful really.
i cant be what some want me to.
then again i get voices behind me saying thigs that arent true.
gosh cant all this just stop.
nothing's perfect but hell yeah i want some things to go my way.
he's not even here.
im waiting.
nothing.

so im leaving this stupid road im on.
cos its not gonna be worth it.
cant we just go back round?

the randomness. the silicon =)

we were learning about oxides, silicon and blarh

leila (purposely) : sir, what do we use silicon for?

mister: (points at her breast) there! women make fake breasts all from silicon what.

class: laughter

mister: ehhhh really. the silicon ones are way sexier than originals.

class: laughter

mister: so, what are alloys?

class: mixture of metals

mister: right. what is BRASS made of?

Vincent: silicon =)

oh, how i love my class

i cant play on broken strings

i miss you. so very the much.
if only you'd know.


aubrey's waiting.... =)

let me share this whole new world with you =)

i miss you =)

givemeyourstrength

she's waiting patiently
for you to walk through those doors
wide open =)

If

if he was my night sky, he'd be a billion stars visible,
if he was my pillow, it would take me hours to wake up,
if he was my song, i'd sing him every minute of my day
if he was my chocolate, he would me my favourite

if he was mine, i'd love him with all my life.

i want you.
only you.
=)