doesn't hurt anymore.

i was hurt,
but now im just so pissed off at the fact you're no different.
i'll miss you but i'll forget you fast enough :)

falling.

  :(

aubs to vhi :)

when sorry means nothing anymore, no matter how much you mean it

Why does the bad always over take the good?
A person could be a saint and if he sins once,
the world is against him.

people make mistakes, no one is perfect,
i make mistakes, i'm trying to be perfect.

i just have to be strong and keep telling myself everything's gonna be okay.

but somehow, i wish i was better. but i am what and who i am.

when love falls, it picks itself up again, even if not on both sides,
eventually, it will

oh the friend.

Aubs: Babe, what if i tell you i'm pregnant?
Bernard: WAT? I'll slap you.
Aubs: I'm just asking laaa.
Bernard: What kind of-
Aubs: I'm bored.
Bernard: Shit?!
Aubs: Chill :)
Bernard: Are you?
Aubs: NO!
Bernard: Were you?
Aubs: =.= No babe. Just wanted to see your reaction.
Bernard: You can actually tell me you know. Just me.
Aubs: IM NOT PREGNANT. JEEEEEZ. hahahah
Bernard: Then why you ask?
Aubs: For fun lah.
Bernard: Maybe you're not sure if you wanna tell me or not.
Aubs: BABE! Chill ar. I'll definitely tell you if i am.
Bernard: aite. *pause* but, i don't know, i'll run, scream, and sleep it off like a dream.


Blardy cute. hahaha :)

She's in the business of misery, the second from the top.

That's What You Get :)

We- Anastasia, Bernard, Alvin and myself got Event Security Passes to the concert :) it was awesommmeeeee. heee. i wish i had more so i could take more friends with me :(

Met Richard, Scott, Gary, Steffy, and Anbu there. Richard was hilarious, shouting PARAMOREEEEE at random people. laughed my ass off.
then Bernard went hyper and danced in the middle of a traffic jam half naked :) vid on my FB.

so much fun :)
now, SPM. haha.

What and if put together.

Mom and I went to have dinner today, spent 2 hours talking about so many things. We talked to one of the waiters we know who's from Indonesia, and he was telling us how he was with this girl for 8 years, and they were engaged. After those long years, she left him for someone else because she couldn't handle the distance.
So what if, Love was really eternal when it lasts?

Then i thought about the year 1998, the year we came back from Jakarta and the year of the riot. The place we lived in was destroyed and many were killed.
so what if, we were still there, and couldn't come home? Would i even be here?

What if i made the mistakes and didn't fix them?
What if i never met him?
What if i never knew i was getting stabbed in the back?
What if i never knew who my real friends were?
What if i never learnt from my mistakes?
What if i never learnt from the ways people treated me?

What if God never made me?

today, i realised how everything happens for reasons only God can explain.

"It'll only hurt like this when it's real,

so yeah, 

it is and always has been real."

im sorry i disappoint you

the only reason he was there- for my entertainment :)

i'd do it any day :)

absolute love :)

today's boredom would only last so long.

don't :)

"Don't pretend."

-it gets you no where.

what are they called?

backstabbers

 friends :)

there comes a point when its not there anymore

 just got home. was with Davyd, Cana, Bernard, Alvin, Derrick and a little while with ShuWen.

i feel like pukingggggg :( 

and i cant sleep, again.

surprise surprise.
its 3 am

you know what annoys me?

bullshit.

don't say something if you dont mean it.

don't stop someone from doing something you do yourself either.

ohmygawd.

people these days.