when the nuts meet

i met Keith and Patrick today =) at Jusco.
we watched ice age. haha
i had fun.
i could never get bored with both of them
i laughed till my jaw hurt. for real. =)

now, im blogging from the indon house. Fierra's here too!!! haha.
we're tryina be hairstylists and models. =)

wheeeeeee

the horror of memorisation

today we had sejarah paper. omg!!!

geramnyaaa...

i spent my whole monday and tuesday memorising definisi 'hijrah' in Islam context.

which is,

"pemindahan orang Islam Makkah ke Madinah untuk memperkukuhkan kedudukan Islam serta merupakan strategi baru untuk menyebarkan agama Islam."

okay, i remembered. i really did. the whole thing.

so, here's what i wrote.

"pemindahan orang Islam Makkah ke Madinah untuk MELAKSANAKAN TUGAS NABI MUHAMMAD serta merupakan strategi baru untuk menyebarkan agama Islam."

SMART right?

i was like boiling my brains tryina figure out what it was cos i knew i remembered it so well, aishyyyoooo...

i tell you...

it was a one mark question la but still.

when its there in ur head and u get it wrong. it sucks.

and that one Bani Uthmaniyah i didnt study was the one that came out for 20 marks essay.

i wrote ONE sentence =)

hehe..oh well

whats done is done.

tomorrow its time for Bio, Add Math =( and EST.

in a deep dark dark hole.

i dont wanna hurt you.
trust me when i say i will.
im bound to.
you're the sweetest thing and i dont wanna make you cry.
i dont even know what we are right now,
but im not ready for anything,
im really not.

then there's the other one,
who i also talk to everyday,
and he's just like you,
and when i see his name pop in my inbox,
there's this feeling
im starting to really like him =(

im not gonna give myself to you then hurt you,
what will you think of me?
oh my gosh this really sucks.

im stuck between the both of you.


aubrey's really really really really really confused!!!!

10 random things

10 things you're doing:
1. blogging
2. doing tags
3. eating a peanut butter and chocolate sandwich
4. listening to music
5. chatting with Patrick
6. missing my Dad
7. hating sejarah
8. loving bio
9. waiting for a text to come in
10. facebooking


10 people you wanna meet:
1. Daddy
2. Bernard
3. Richard
4. Patricckkk!!
5. Phil
6. Sarahjean
7. Zarrah
8. Anastasia
9. Marsha
10. Vhimal

10 things you ate:
1. lobak
2. peanut butter and choc sandwich
3. ice cream
4. chicken
5. pork
6. fish
7. clams
8. cheese stick
9. Mars bar =)
10. erm... i cant remember

10 people you last spoke to:
1. Patrick
2. Vhimal
3. Mom
4. Granma
5. Granpa
6. Dad
7. Bernard
8. Leslie
9. Manvinjit
10. aunty Ann

10 things you really want right now:
1. no assessment
2. Prom to go well
3. more ice cream
4. a bath
5. more brains
6. a book
7. a piano!!
8. Dad
9. money money money
10. clothes

10 things you wish you could do:
1. go out whenever i want
2. pierce my belly button
3. drive
4. bake cupcakes
5. club
6. laugh non stop
7. jump around
8. dance like there's no tomorrow
9. go to the beach
10. skip assessment

10 people you tag:
1. Sharon
2. Patrick
3. Cheyenne
4. Justine
5. Zarrah
6. Anas
7. Talia
8.
9.
10.

she's all out of fire

i just got back from church. it was so crowded.
St. Anne's feast always is.
i wish i was in Penang with my cousins
Patrick went without me..hmmpphh

i still have sejarah!
screw it la.
urgh!

yesterday, during dinner, i met Leslie. and Manvinjit. and other of Leslie's friends whose names i cant recall. but i met them during their prom.


aubrey's chilling. as if theres no test next week.
life's good =)

aubrey is

listening to : The Way You Make Me Feel - Michael Jackson
chatting with: Patrick Morgan Vincent
webbing on: Facebook
wanting to : eat!!!

icecream you scream, we all scream for ice cream =)

we had ice cream sale today. it was fun. we sold them to raise funds for prom
thanks guys, for helping out.
our class is chaotic. and the teachers just have this thing with us.
but together we make Ice Cream work!
and i love u guys
=)

after the sale, we pigged out like crapppp
it was so fun..
with the chocolate syrup and the cocoa puffs.
mmmmm
yummmyyyy


the day ended real nice.

but the morning sucked.
me, along with half my class, got 10 penalty points deducted.
know why?
for not paying attention during sejarah.
wth?
oh well,
at least we all die together =)

conclusion: aubrey's happy =)

in my eyes, maybe

i finally could do logarithms. i syok sendiri-ed for a few seconds about it.

assessment's next week and im only prepared for..erm, yeah. bio?

i miss Bernard and Richard. i dont know why suddenly but i do.

we're all selling ice cream tomorrow. to raise money for prom. Pay up people!

im trying to focus on one thing but ten things keep coming in

im chatting with Patrick about how tempting and yummy ham and cheese is. =D

i think my throat is burning up.

i wanna eat maggi right now.

i've got Puan Guna's rumusan to do. =(

i miss Dad

i want apple pie or whatever pie.

fogive my randomness, im just bored =)
aubrey, out.

Michael Jackson

this song was written for him.


I remember the first time I seen you moonwalk
I believed I could do anything
You made the world dance
You made the music come to life


This the type of song that make the angels cry (Mike Jack)
I look up in the sky and I wonder why? (Whhyyy?)
Why you had to go, go
I know it's better on the other side (You were the greatest)
You were chosen from the start
Never gonna let you go, it's from our heart, Ooo (God chose you, we would never forget you)
(We miss you)


Who's Michael Jackson,
Your Michael Jackson,
I'm Michael Jackson,
We all Michael Jackson,
I guess what I'm asking is everybody bow their head for a legend don't breathe for a second,
Now let the air out, grab the hand of somebody you care about,
So you can hear my message, my confession,
Somebody tell Usher, I seen the moonwalk, I guess the young thriller touched him,
Like he touched me, like he touched you,
So carry on his legacy, something I must do, and I trust you lighting candles, concrete visuals,
Me and my brothers listen to jackson 5 in our living room,
First thing I did when I heard was call puff,
Cause him and Mike tried to stop the beef between us,
Who was us? Me and fifty, that beef is dead, him and young Mike Jackson gonna take us to the ledge.

As I'm pouring out this liquor candles start to flicker,
When list my air ones, MJ was my nigger.
Not the one that play ball, the one with the hollywood star,
And since I'm a hollywood star I'm a tell you my story,
Never had a family that close, never see Barry Gordy walking through interscope,
Just like me they always had Mike in a scope,
No matter what you say,
I'm a love him and he's still dope,
Let me take you back to 85 when I was in a zone, dancing for my momma thriller jacket with all the zippers on,
Now I'm doing 90 bout to crash in this Aston,
Listenin' to Outkast, I'm sorry Mrs. Jackson
Anything I can ever do to better you, your son was our king so we gon' Corretta you,
I'm writing this letter to all the Jackson kids, we all Jackson kids, time to let us through.


As I'm pouring out this liquor candles start to flicker,
When list my air ones, MJ was my nigger.
Not the one that play ball, the one with the hollywood star,
And since I'm a hollywood star I'm a tell you my story,
Never had a family that close, never see Barry Gordy walking through interscope,
Just like me they always had Mike in a scope,
No matter what you say,
I'm a love him and he's still dope,
Let me take you back to 85 when I was in a zone, dancing for my momma thriller jacket with all the zippers on,
Now I'm doing 90 bout to crash in this Aston,
Listenin' to Outkast, I'm sorry Mrs. Jackson
Anything I can ever do to better you, your son was our king so we gon' Corretta you,
I'm writing this letter to all the Jackson kids, we all Jackson kids, time to let us through.

through rain. through storms, through monsoons.

im so glad i have u back in my life.
three weeks without you was like unstandable.
you're my bestfriend.
i cant live without you
i know it doesnt seem that way much,
but its true.
today was the happiest day ive had in weeks.
we got to have our usual Sunday hugs again.
you're trully the best.
and come on,
we're what, supposedly 'like twins' remember?
we need eachother.
its just like that.

you're that stupid storm above my head

because of you, im holding back everything,
because of you, im so afraid to let anyone else in,
you've put that fear in me,
well, congratulations,
twice i let you in,
twice you let me down,
and now, im stuck here backing off everything thats just getting perfect

wheeee

i watched Harry Potter today. it was nice. but i think it could have been more. it was a short basic storyline of the book. i want more!

we had lollipops. and famous amous!
haha
it was a great day.

and i miss you already.

oh my goooddnessss

i was having dinner. and mom was browsing through the tv. and omg! ther was this hantu malay movie.
and i listened carefully to the background music.
it was....
Harry Potter! the theme song and that emo flute part from the 3rd movie.omg.
heartbreaking.

from a movie worth millions
to a movie worth....


*to be continued....

how can i be sure?

i think im falling, real slow,
i cant help it,
you're here everyday,
you wait till i go to sleep,
you tuck me in,
you feed me what you're eating,
you cheer me up without fail, its amazing,
when i see your name in my inbox,
my face lights up,its like this happy feeling,
im trying to hold myslef back cause i dont want,
a 'its just a nice guy' thing.
or maybe, just maybe, it might be something real.
who knows?
which is it i wonder...
so here i wait,

i shall let my heart ponder... =)

letting go

i wish things were different and not so painful

sunway. friends. cousins.

the cousins

farabella and me =)

xandria and me

zarrah and me

anastasia and me

leila and me

wheee

so i went to Pyramid to shop with Alvin and Leila. i bought prom stuff. =) but im still not satisfied laaaa.. we had ANW for lunch. then we had Starbucks. hehe
then met up with cousins at lagoon.
we had soooo much of fun. its been 8 years!!!! goodnesssss......
we stayed at the hotel.
we went out at night. had shisha and stuffs. had yummy breakfast in the morning and went to theme park again.
we got more wet this time. =)
we were so tired..
and we had to go to Malacca for my sister's bday.

Happy 1st Birthday Katrina!

i was super exhausted and i couldnt get up from bed today.
and so i skipped school.
wheee

look what i found!

MANN CREAM
for the
BANANA

Tambah Saiz.
Lebih Keras.
Tahan Lama.

wow, this beats Viagra ads. haha.

the clock just wont stop

i feel like im losing it,
i dont know where to start,
im losing myself in all these complications,
im losing you,
why is this happening?
i didnt even think of this happening.
im all in over my head thinking how to find a way out,
how am i to escape?

i miss you. thats all.
and you have changed. im not the only one who thinks so.
but if you think ill of me because i was just telling you,
then so be it.
what ever happened to being your sister?
from that, look where you've put me now.
dont deny that its your friends.
cos it is.
i heard you with my own ears today
loud and clear
and what you said pierced me through and through.
thanks. im sure that was a pleasure.
you're not even the same person anymore.
i didnt wanna continue the fight with you
i apologised but all you did today was talk behind my back
i hope you realise soon enough who has really been there for you
me or them.

endoftheroad

what a day at school. we had our english week thingy. and Acmar Idol. whooohooo.... i didnt know my class boys had the voices! they were awesome. they sang "I Want It That Way". Poh Kiat, Wei Keat, Andy, Yi Sern, and Kow =). gosh, goosebumps. oh oh! and Priastono too! haha lebai sang superrr well.
collecting votes were tiring for us. another day tomorrow.
im in the quiz! how.....sad....

i 'studied' bio online! it was fun. there were Mitosis animations! so cool.
now im listening to old songs. 'the' songs.
this is that verge of depression again

its breaking me like dawn breaking into daylight

starbucks, dresses. stickers. ice cream.

Starbucks

Stickers

so today Leila came over and we went to Centro. well, it was supposed to be Pyramid but the plan went wrong. haha. so we ate, tried on dresses, ate ice cream, stole DiGi stickers and had starbucks.


then we picked out the ugliest pair of clothes and tried it on. =)

Jesus take the wheel,
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

im gonna stop bitching. seriously. no, really, for real.
i had some thinking done.
if others wanna bitch, bitch la.
and if some people wanna make up stories and get paranoid about if im bitching about you,
well, no im not. i've got better things to do.
i want my life to be made up of better things than bitching.
i think it'll get me somewhere.

i'll just bitch for that moment of annoyance or anger. then im through.

love game

lets play the love game,
do you want love or do you want fame?
are you in the game?


i cant wait for prom. =)