sunshine turned to rain

i thought it would have been over since i havent seen you in 2 weeks
but no, im not ready,
is it just me?
i cant tell
i wana tell u so badly, really do,
cos this feeling turned out to stay,
im so confused
half my friends say dont,
the rest say go for it,
im like, whatttt?
goodness.
this stupid silly feeling is gonna end up being a meltdown,
yes, im very sure.
but still i cant keep it to myself,
look at it this way,
you're probably not even thinking of me anymore.
it was just ONE day right?
the best ever though
who am i kidding?
after all, 7 months and you're gone,
forever.