how can i be sure?

i think im falling, real slow,
i cant help it,
you're here everyday,
you wait till i go to sleep,
you tuck me in,
you feed me what you're eating,
you cheer me up without fail, its amazing,
when i see your name in my inbox,
my face lights up,its like this happy feeling,
im trying to hold myslef back cause i dont want,
a 'its just a nice guy' thing.
or maybe, just maybe, it might be something real.
who knows?
which is it i wonder...
so here i wait,

i shall let my heart ponder... =)