all over again

why do you do this to me?
i wait, for as long as forever.
and you're just there playing along
i cant wait for another month, i cant for another year
and find out its nothing at the end
that would really hurt.
for real.
what happened when we were closer?
in a week you've changed.
i miss you.
i just want yesterday to come back around.
all over again.

yes, ive fallen okay?
ive fallen once again, so, so hard.
for you
and i dont even see anything else pass that line
nothing
people tell me different things.
i dont even know what to believe anymore.
is it a yes?
is it a no?
murder me.
i told myself im never gonna let this happen again
ive failed me


im so depressed, shittt.