i cant help but feel it

there's something missing.
it's like losing too much in a day.
its sad and pitiful really.
i cant be what some want me to.
then again i get voices behind me saying thigs that arent true.
gosh cant all this just stop.
nothing's perfect but hell yeah i want some things to go my way.
he's not even here.
im waiting.
nothing.

so im leaving this stupid road im on.
cos its not gonna be worth it.
cant we just go back round?