thanks for nothing

i hate myself.

why does this always happen? why must you just appear?

like pop up out of nowhere?

its been 3 fucking months and i've moved on.

and just as im starting a new life, here u are

i hate it.

i hate the fact im awfully weak towards you.

i hate the fact that somehow, u'll always be there

you're always gona be there.

and i cant erase you

you're like a stalker in silence.

why do u show up at times like this?

talk about the past.

talk about how we used to be.

you are my weakness

you always have been

but strangely, im not inlove with you anymore

im not inlove with you at all

but still, im deranged at your presence.

this is so unfair

i feel like a bitch u know?

im not blaming you but i feel like a bitch

im moving on

im going to be with the best guy i've ever met in my life

the most loving, caring, sweetest guy

and here you come

to you, darling, im so sorry. i just need more time.

wait for me. please?

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever-complex in every waaay
All the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day