they who made me =)

thank you for bringing me into this world.
thank you for guiding me through my life.
thank you for holding my baby hands and walking through it all with me.
thank you for the times you listened when i'd rag about the stupidest things.
thank you for all the things you'd say 'yes' to.
thank you for putting up with all the stupid things i do.
thank you for being the greatest part of my life.

with everything said and done for the past 16 years,
i will always be proud to call you mom and dad.
and through all the troubles, the mistakes made,
despite the distance apart,
i will still always forgive and forget.
accepting the changes and adapting.

"she's the daughter who will make the most trouble, cause heartbreak and tears.
she's the daughter who will grumble and complain at every rejection she takes.
she's the daughter who'd say the things they don't want to hear.
she's the daughter who would blabber hurt and not mean a word.
and
she's also the daughter who would cherish you and love you forever.
with every 'no' being said.
with every mistake she makes.
she knows she'll never admit it.
but she is sorry."

♥i love you mommy and daddy. ♥

she's my go-crazy partner.

lookie what i found!

our wild new year party potrait!

hahaha.

Chels, dont you just wish we could go back to that nightslashmorning?

where we partied till 4am and slept at 7am?

good times last only in print i guess.

im gonna miss you when you move school next year =(

love you lots ♥

it'll just be you and me.


i love my phone. it takes gorgeous pictures =)
i wana take up photography as a side hobby.
so cool =)

the way you make me feel

the boyfriend and i went to watch This Is It. =)
oh it was so the very the touching.
i miss Michael Jackson.


we bumped into the indon gang!
hahaha.
so cute i tell you. =)
then mommy sent the girls home.

and at school,
the last paper of the week.
and Physics cuts the fun on Monday.
then whooohhooo..

ps: i love you girls =)

smoke without fire

today was b.i.o.l.o.g.y. =)
heeee
it was a think-a-lot paper.
ohmigoshies we have FIVE days more to freedom...freedommm...freedooomm..
hahahaha
im hyper. yes.
i didnt study today! lalala.
we have EST and English satu tommorrow =)

oh oh i wanna watch Jennifer's Body.

Aubreycannotwaittillexamsareover =)

oh i think 2 days ago, i went to buy kuih, from this aunty at a gerai,
and i was in my Tuesday-Friday uniform.
and she went

"Kerja kilang mana?"
i was like WTH???
hahahaha

but honestly, i saw this factory worker in Jusco wearing the same thing.
only hers was darker, faded green. but the same design..
haihh. oh well.

=)
okay. im off to bed. goodniteeesss..
oh and sayang...i know you'll read this.

i heart.adore.love. you =)

pfffttt

so today, Justine, Miki and Hong Xiang came over and we studied.
then, they went home.

my phone is SPOILT! well, is semi spoilt.
i cant make calls cos i cant hear anything on the other side
im sending it to the shop soon. haih.
my poor phone.

ice cream and pie =)

today, i spent the day with the boyfriend, my man =)
we had Secret Recipe and New Zealand ice cream.
had the introduction to mom.
and drew the Biggest Jackass Couple ever. (some stupid retarded drawing done by me)

i love you sayang. =)
oh oh and i lurvvveee your hair...
*pengsannn*

Sejarah was like...mmm... pfffttt.

four down, SEVEN to go.
i-so-cant-wait!
=.=

you and my smile =)

Happy One Month Sayang =)

i can only imagine how great the many months to come is gonna be.
thanks for being the best part of my life =)
i love you ♥

fear through life

T.I.M.E. scares me.

three words typed with a deep sigh of... patheticness.

OMG laaaaa.... im sleepy, im tired, im drenched, my gums hurt, my throat blardy aches.

im COMPLAINING a little too much but WADEHEEEAALLL?

and...im WAITINNGGGGG.
pffftttttttt...


why was i ever given the choice to make choices?
it only makes me feel like i cant make that choice.
yahhh getzzz meeee?

omg, i feel like im half-way-drunk =.=
and all im drinking is water

DRAMA MUCH AUBREY??


goodnite, earthlings ♥
mwaahhh

today then tomorrow =)

Friday never felt so gooooddd...
today, only 12 out of 30 of us came to class.
Leila and i were the only girls.
we sat around bonding/interviewing/socializing with each subject teacher.
we found out Pn Z has 10 siblings! *pengsan*
hahaha
we joined tables for recess. and the boys had a roti canai fiesta.=)

Leila and I ta pau-ed Cheong Fun and Hong Xiang's mom sent us to my place.
then Hong Xiang and I studied BIO for 3 hours! so awesome.

tomorrow,
PARTY at Jananee's House!

when the new leaf turns

ive realised, that i gotta change some things in my life.
im so dropping the status quo and moving on.
i want new lines,
new reactions,
new expressions.
not the same hoola hoo over and over again.
lately, ive been thinking about the things i want to change in my life.
yes, i have decided.
sometimes, i could live in a large, big ass world of hippocracy and not even realise it.
im changing for the better.

love.love.love

church was fun =)

the boys were awesome.
i went to get something to eat with Richard =)
thanks for the milo babe.

then went for mass with Bernard and Jonathan.
i saw Joanne!

then ate my usual chicken rice.
watched Passengers.

now blogging.
Sejarah anyone?
pfffttt

four years =)

i had...
the best day ever..
with you =)

i ♥ you.

oh and we watched The Surrogates.
with Mun, Andy and the boys too =)

thanks for being around Sheng. u so rawkk =P

beautiful

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me, I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each others minds
Just to see what we'd find, look at shit through each others eyes
But don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get FUCKED, just stay true to you
Yeah, to my babies, stay strong. Dad will be home soon.
And to the rest of the world, God gave you them shoes, to fit you, so put them on and wear em.
Be yourself man. Be proud of who you are.
Even if it sounds corny, don't ever let anyone tell you, you ain't beautiful.

take me to the place i come from

im so skipping school tomorrow. i cant take the Thursday's, early morning 'sunshine'. =)
i shall stay home and study like a good child ☺.

i miss Vhimal. =(
hmmm...
our exams are like, Wednesday to Friday. then Monday to Friday. then Monday!
wth laaaa....
i just cant wait til its all over and done with.

God save me.
i wanna go back to Indon. and be there.

be careful what you order

on Sunday, i went for early dinner with Sarahjean and her friends in Bukit Tinggi.
i ordered a yummy smoothie and a club sandwich.

Jean ordered, well, this!
its Beef Rolls with Veges =)
yes, Beef Rolls.



ignore the state of mind we were in
but this was the first impression the 'rolls' gave us

it was served like this

looks familiar huh?
ring a "ding dong"?

when my eyes daze.

exams are coming. omg. =.=

oh yes,

stop spreading nonsense about people la. its a seek of attention and its lame. so, get a life =)

smile =)

yes im finally here! hehe. i havnt been online cos exams are in 3 weeks. pffftttt.

yesterday we had a bbq in Kow's house. and we walked around the neighbourhood with lanterns.
then we set stuff on fire. and the boys got crazy. =) it was so awesome.

oh and i went to Starbucks to study with the boyfriend ♥

today, i went to cut my hair =) haha not short. but seeee laarrhhh nanti =)

i just had like, the Best Ramly burger ever. haha.
yummmsss...