oh when the self esteem gets to you

at the moment, i find a million things wrong with me.

like, my face is like, so bad, 
my hair isnt long enough
im fat
my arms are humungous
im FAT
my eyebrows have issues
im FAT.

omg im fat like fuck. i know i sound like the typical bimbo right now but hello!
i dont eat that much, seriously.
im depressed like half my life.
so WHATHEFUCK.
i checked my BMI
normal is 18.5 to 24.9
im 21.5
yes, i know, its okay.
but God, the LOOK of it isnt good.
pffffttttt.