viva la espanol :)

looks like you beat out the other number 7 Villa :)

wooohhooooo

lalalalalalala :)

 im SUPER DUPER hyper crazy ass shit.

and SUPER DUPER excited for the game.

and extremely hungry!!!! hooyaahhhhh.

tears of joy :)

"What's yours is mine and what's mine is yours."

we may have our grumpy nights where we spend time, 

ketuking each other, and saying "you ny lah...blah blah blah".

but we patch up and get happy again.

i love you more and more each day. 

and i honestly could not be happier with you in my life :)

i miss the Sundays :(

i'm going to walk with you wherever :)

♥

DAVEEE you bitch, im going to miss you, Singaporean!

we are family :)

  

:)

yes, i know. all the disney people.
but the song's super nice :) i likey

nothing on you

i love and miss you like crazy, boyfriend :(

your very own,

Cheesy McCheesy. :)

the time has come :)

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

a hole in one of green and white

remember my cousin-in-law's birthday,

well, once he was gone,

we started putting up the decos.

ps: balloons are NOT fun to blow and tie. especially when there's about 50 to do. :)

oh and the theme was Golf :)

the balloons :)

the cake :)

the signing board :)

the banner :)

the candles :)

the gifts :)

napkins :)

and fooooddd :)

the lovely couple :)

and me :)

the in cousin, in law, mom, and mua

and what im gona have to get rid of tomorrow :)

chaozers :)

open those fucking eyes and ears God gave you

 ever thought to yourselves,

"hey, maybe she's like that because of us."

"maybe, she rather live alone, away from us, because of us."

"maybe, she smokes, drinks, and makes herself utterly, wild,

because of us."

the yelling, the screaming, the beating, the name-calling,

is only going to get her far away from you.

she's done with both of you fucking up her happiness everyday.

she's sick of waking up to a day she knows, is only going to be worse.

she regrets those moments she chose to be close to you.

because distance would have toned down the hurt.

she's sick of having to hold back her tears everyday,

till her head feels like it's going to burst,

till she gets fever, and has to pop four pain killers to take the pain away.

she's tired of hiding her feelings in her,

so that you wouldn't have to feel guilty,

so that the boy she loves, doesn't feel sad too,

because unlike you both,

she cares about how you feel,

and she never wants to see you hurt.

because she loves you though she can't show it

you say you love her,

but nothing is being proven.

so don't blame me for the mistakes in your life.

i know for one thing if God didn't put me here,

your lives would be different.

and my life would be a whole lot less painful.

you used to say you love me,

you should wish i was never born

this is so cool.

my aunt ann kept our family's ancient photographs.

and i mean, ancient.

so we all know i have chinese in me right,

well..

meet Loh Ah Lip

my GREAT GREAT GRANDFATHER.

:)

im starting not to care when i start doubting my friendship with others,

i doubt because of the obvious,

i may not have been born with that silver spoon like you,

but i sure as hell know how to be a better friend.

so why do i even bother?

it'll all end soon enough :)

cake.booze.balloons.helium.food.cake.cake.CAKE :)

Happy Birthday to you and you and youuuu :)
we surprised my cousin-in-law for his 30th birthday. the deco was beautiful. green and white and a golf theme. *pics will be up soon* hehe.
we had fun. the cake was sooooo yummy. it was butter walnut cake with really good icing. i just had it for breakfast :)

my hair's dropping like crazy. its like my head's going through Autumn.
i really do not want to go back to school. but im getting quite sick of the holidays.
i wana chao somewhere. Penang didnt happen. obviously.
i've been having crazy weird dreams. like ummm, my friends turning into cloaked demons surrounding me. ppfffftttt.
im so broke i cant go to even like, JUSCO.
i wanna finish SPM and holiday with the boyfie :(

okayyy. im so sleepy but i like, just woke up :)
yeah, i'll stop random-ing. hehe.

red.yellow.blue.green :)

:)
skills babeh *winkie wink*

 ♥ xoxo ♥

you wanna be that way?
fine. 
i couldn't care less anymore.
who has the time in the world for you anyway?
if you don't give a shit, remind me again why i should?

me likey these times :)

yesterday, lepak-ed in ss15 with Ganesa, Afiq and Chan Foong. Tania was supposed to be there! grrrr...
we sneaked in to the computer lab in InTi and 'claimed' to be students there.
thanks for an awesome day you guys ♥


im officially a broke ass ghetto now. motherefffff.


today, going to Chelsea's. staying the night :)

i can't pretend anymore

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

i could really use a wish right now.

let's pretend.

you're so lucky you can have everything you want,

you're so lucky you don't have to literally fight for it,

you're so blessed to have both worlds by your side.

and when all's gone,

the world still finds reasons to blame you for shit you do,

the tiniest mistake to the biggest assumption,

it's all on you,

friends. parents.

all with the same perception,

and when no one's looking i just want to sit down and cry

and ask God why,

why'd i do what i've done.

maybe it hurts a little more on this end.

you'll never know the pain inside.

but maybe i deserve to be punished

i seriously need a break. :(

penang :(

you're one in a million

i just watched What a Girl Wants. y'all know the story right?
hah. wish much?

baby i need a refill :)

From Thursday til yesterday, ive been seeing Davyd and Canaa's faces. hehe. im yet to see it again tomorrow. i wana go PULAU PENANG :) gahhhh.
im broke. yeeepiee.
today, im gona stay at home. and watch DVD's with Bernard :)
then maybe we gona paint our nails, read magazines, ya know? hawt stuff.
lalalala :)

oh, i used to love the Butterscotch gardenia bread, now im in love with the chocolate one. memang so good you can even eat it on it's own :)


im giving you one last chance girl, the next stab is gonna leave a scar.

daaaaaaaaaa :) in the morning after dark

its over for now :)

gonna Starbucks... *grins*

sometimes i just fucking wish :)

sadly, wishes never fucking come true. 

so why bother.