Monday, October 18, 2010

What and if put together.

Mom and I went to have dinner today, spent 2 hours talking about so many things. We talked to one of the waiters we know who's from Indonesia, and he was telling us how he was with this girl for 8 years, and they were engaged. After those long years, she left him for someone else because she couldn't handle the distance.
So what if, Love was really eternal when it lasts?

Then i thought about the year 1998, the year we came back from Jakarta and the year of the riot. The place we lived in was destroyed and many were killed.
so what if, we were still there, and couldn't come home? Would i even be here?

What if i made the mistakes and didn't fix them?
What if i never met him?
What if i never knew i was getting stabbed in the back?
What if i never knew who my real friends were?
What if i never learnt from my mistakes?
What if i never learnt from the ways people treated me?

What if God never made me?

today, i realised how everything happens for reasons only God can explain.

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